Tw: Gore, swearing, family problems etc.
Sorry this isn't the best, I'd just bunched all the key events together.
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Hey, whoever you are, I'm Nina. Nina Loretta Hopkins. And I'm around seventeen I think, time is something I can't tell anymore the days just blend in with eachother, sorry, I'm dragging this on.
I'm going to tell you what actually happened to me, I'm NOT a fangirl. Or as I say; "I'm Not A Fan." But hey y'all can keep calling me a crazy yandere all you want, you'll see different when Jefferys head's mounted on my wall, won't you?!
Anyways...I'm going to start with the first time I knew about Jeffery...he seemed to be the antagonist to me.
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I sat on the red reading carpet, a grin on my face per usual, I loved school, they were always so nice.
Finally, as soon as everyone paid attention to Mrs Roberts she began to speak gently, "We're going to get our pen pals today, we want you to try and get friends you wouldn't normally hang out with."
Looking around, I frowned, I knew no one here, they all ran away from me, I didn't like tag so I just sat there normally though when I chased them there was always that sense of alienation. I don't know how to describe it.
Anyways, as I tightened my light brown ponytail shaking my head afterwards I locked my eyes back onto my teacher, the baby blue rim of my iris twinkled in the the morning light through the window.
She slowly went around the circle (consisting of fifteen people due to our school being small) giving out the letters with the names of our chosen partners.
Until...it was my turn.
With both a look of pity and disgust, she shook her head as she eyed me down, I didn't realise that the teacher hated my dad at the time (he went to the pub on the Friday night and came back on Sunday, I was used to it.)
"Miss Hopkins, you haven't got anyone, the numbers un-"
Then, the door opened, a six year old boy and an eight year old boy clumbered through the door, both with brown hair the youngest having light brown hair like mine and the oldest having dark hair. I haven't seen them before.
"Sorry! Our parents held us up, this is Jefferys class, right?" The oldest said panic filling up his emerald eyes I could practically feel the negative energy off him.
Then he was slowly pushed away back outside by the youngest, who gave him a kind awkward smile, "Liu, I'll be fine, you need to get to class."
They seemed alot more mature and well mannered than us lot, it was strange really they seemed terrified of the teachers or at least on edge.
Shaking the thought away, I watched as the youngest sighed waving away his (what I can deduce to be a sibling) and signing in with the teacher, who by now; was groaning with utter disgust and hatred.
Mrs Roberts quickly threw on a smile before instructing the boy, "Over there is Nina, she'll have to be your pen pall."
Jeff looked nervous, infact he had looked nervous since he came through the door but either way I felt odd being around him, maybe that's what everyone thought of me?
"Hi..Nina." he mumbled scratching his arm in irritation as he sat down, legs crossed as we had learnt to sit since we joined.
"Hey Jeff!" I smiled warmly trying to make a good impression.
