So, I go to a carivan site in whitby where I met my boyfriend. We're in a long distance relation ship at the moment because of covid. I only get to see him there. I keep on reading about good relationships and I'm listening to some romantic songs. I'm so sad because it just makes me think about how I would like to cuddle with him on a sofa, in the complete darkness and silence, except the TV light and quiet music in the background. Oh how I would love to be with him right now. Its not fair, because everyone I know actually gets to do that and cuddle their boyfriend/girlfriend when they meet or see them. Then I'm normally the third wheeler with them and it's really just not fiar. I just need a hug right now.