I led Drew to my car and had Allie sit in the back. He needed away from this house, and I have to tell him about my lie. We drove to my house in silence, but it wasn't an awkward silence it was quite comfortable. More comfortable then a few days ago. Allie walked into the house, or of ran but that's besides the point. I held onto Drew's arm leaning my head into his shoulder before walking in and up the stairs to my almost empty bedroom. We went out on the deck and he sat down while I stood leaning against it. "I need to tell you something." I said nervously. I looked up at him ashamed of my lie. "I lied to you." I said looking down "the baby is yours, it's not Harry's you just hurt me so bad that I didn't want you to be there for me or be around but I was lying to myself and I want you to come back to the Hampton's with me. I want you to be here with me for everything." He looked up at me with a smirk and pulled me to sit on his lap. "You thought I believed this baby wasn't mine?" he asks with a small laugh "I knew." I smiled at him and kissed his cheek. "And I'll come with you." he says kissing me. I am so excited.
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We landed in The Hampton's and I was extremely nervous about what Ian and Harry were going to do. I just don't want to go through this alone. Harry being there for me with this baby isn't the same as it would be with Drew and I just don't think I'd be able to do this without him. We walked to our car and headed for the beach house. I was extremely anxious. I started scratching my fingers and my chest making them go bright red. "Calm down, everything's okay" Drew said with an assuring smile. Everything isn't okay, I don't know how Harry is going to act on this. We pulled up to the gate to enter the land our beach house sits on and my anticipation began to grow more. He parker the car and I got out and headed for the door which Harry and Ian were standing at with opening arms and bright smiles welcoming me home. That was before they looked past me and saw Drew walking towards us and then Harry's smile dropped and Ian walked inside the house. Harry looked at me with pain clear in his eyes before it flickered to anger. "What are you doing?" he asks me clearly pissed off. Before I could answer he stormed back into the house and walked up the stairs slamming his door behind him. Drew walked up to my room to put his things in there and I sat at the counter watching as Ian pulled out dinner. "Tori, what are you doing? You know this won't work. One of them's going to leave." he says looking at me with no emotion. I look down at my stomach and my small baby bump. "I don't want to go threw this alone." I say as tears start to fall. I don't want to look up at him and see his face. I get up and walk towards the beach that's my spot to clear my mind. I sit on the warm sand and watch the waves.
-Flashback-
I walked in the schools greeted by best friend Drew, Sophomore year begins now. I couldn't wait to see what this would bring me. Monika walked up to me linking arms with me and Drew, and we were all best friends. Monika began talking about how she was so excited for the homecoming game and dance that were weeks away, and I didn't care much for either of them. I wasn't planning on going to either until Monika made it perfectly clear that we all had to go even if we didn't get dates. I smiled at her and agreed just to get her to shut up. She's very controlling. "I'm not going to get asked though Mon, what fun will it be if I have to sit around on the side of the dance floor while you and Drew are off having a ton of fun?" I ask, "You'll get asked." she said with excitement in her eyes. I let go of their arms and said I had to go to Physics and I walked quickly towards the stairs where I saw Miles with Alisha. I ran into Miles on purpose but acted as if it was an accident, I was totally into him. "Sorry" I mumbled as I quickly walked up the stairs with a smile on my face.
I walked into physics and sat at a counter waiting for the rest of my classmates to spill in. I looked at my phone and saw a text from Monika, "One Direction's new song was just released! Harry looks so dreamy!" I watched the video with my volume down and had an aw feeling. I really love that band, and Harry. Or at least I love the parts of Harry that I actually know. I giggled to myself about how dumb I was for loving a boyband as much as I did. Alex, my second boyfriend walked in and sat at my table pushing my shoulder and kissing my cheek grabbed my phone and teased me about my love for them. I laughed and waited for class to be over because this class is dreadful and boring.
The bell rang and I ran down the stairs as fast as I could trying to get away from Alex quickly, I didn't want to be with him anymore but I wasn't really ready to admit it to him or anyone else other than myself. I don't want to hurt him. Monika grabbed my arm and pulled my down an empty hall and questioned me about it, she caught on to me not loving him quicker than I wanted her to. I ignored her and yanked my arm from her grasp and glared at her, "I do love him" I said, but not the way I should I thought to myself. I walked away and towards my next hour.
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"Hey" I heard from behind me and looked up to see Harry, I love him. The way I'm supposed to, but I can't be with him. He isn't who I'm having a child with, I can't. I got up and walked towards the shore line allowing the water to come up to me. He put him arm around me and kissed my temple, "I'm leaving, going back to England." he said as he looked down at me. I looked up at him as the tears began to fall and grabbed his shirt. "No, please stay." I said as the tears started streaming. "Tori, you obviously want to be with him and I can't stand in the way anymore." he said as he stared into my eyes. "But I love you." I said as I looked back into his eyes "I love you Harry, I just I don't want you to get bored because you don't have to stay. This baby isn't yours." the tears began to fall faster and harder. I leaned into his chest and he hugged me tightly, "Harry, I've loved you since the day I layed eyes on you in the office the first day of school. I've loved you since my Sophomore year. I've loved you for 5 months Harry. I just feel like I owe it to him to keep him around, he lost his brother. He can't lose me to." I say as I sob and try to catch my breath. "Wow" I hear Drew say from behind Harry and I look up. I can't let Harry go. I really can't. I ignore Drew and look up at Harry "Please, don't let me go." I say as I hold onto him tightly. He pulls my arms off of him and whispers in my ear "you guys need to talk" before walking into the house.
Drew walks up to me and stares down at me, towering over me. "Good thing all I wanted to do was get in your pants." he says smirking at me. "You think I care about some waste of space whore like yourself?" he says with a chuckle laced with venom. "I fucking hate you." he says shoving me. I hit the sand and hold my stomach, "Drew, stop!" I scream as he gets in my face screaming about his hatred for the little whore that I am. I stand to my feet and start screaming at Drew. "YOU DID THIS TO ME YOU GOT ME PREGANT" I scream hitting his chest as the tears fall. "THIS IS YOUR FAULT." I push him and run for the house and slam the door, locking it once I get in. I run up to my room and throw all of Drew's things off the balcony. "Fuck you Drew!" I scream. All the screaming makes my throat hurt. Ian rushes to my room grabbing my hand. "It's okay, calm down." he says carressing my face. He pulls me into a hug as I scream "I CAN'T DO THIS."
