Forgotten Love {Matsu x Reader}

Chapter 18

"Huh, What was Mr. Choromatsu doing here today? I thought he wasn't coming until Saturday."

Renny was wondering the same thing his grandma was asking. Looking back to the house, he didn't see a sign of you to see Choromatsu out. Letting go of his grandma's hand and dashing over to the house, "Renny!" He turn the door knob to open it, and push the door. Stumbling in he quickly took off his shoes, remembering the customs, staggering on one foot then the other. Then calmly placed his shoes on the rack. Turning on his heel he looked around to find if anything was out of the ordinary.

And there was you were on the sofa, hunched over in deep thought, right leg shaking in a fast reparative bounce, elbows perch on your knees, and hands above your mouth. Knowing that your were biting the bottom of your lip. Something happen.

"Mom." No answer, seeing you still in your nervous rapt.

"Mom." he called out once more, no answer.

Your mind was buzzing, different scenarios unfolding about what could happen and what worst case scenario could happen! Would they be all over you like they were in Highschool? No girl wouldn't mind having six men after her, but still.. Lets be reasonable! Could your heart take it?! Then there were those moments that if the past gets brought up, will it be okay? Or straight up hell?! What if! The kisses the feelings all of them rush back and fight! That was the second to last thing you wanted! You liked them all equally... Stopping your foot from bouncing, at one point...

"Mom."

You loved them all equally, so when did you decide to just settle with one? Granted dating six men at one time is frown upon no matter what country you go to. No one really believed in the whole polygamous relationships, even you were swayed to stick with one person. Everyone asking who you like and were going to end up with. Some even saying just date one of them for two weeks dump them and move on to the next brother, harsh. But would it have been different... If you decided to not pick? Would they been okay with sharing? Sighing softly, resting your cheeks against the palm of your hands.

"Mom."

Okay lets say they were okay with this, and that wouldn't mind sharing you. It would be a whole different ball field. Granted there may have been more... Rennys. Wait. Renny. It dawn on you, how would Renny take this?! This was the last thing you wanted to happen! Renny knowing his dad! Trying over the years to make sure he never thought about his father! Smothering him with love from you and your parents, so no love was missing! Making sure nothing would harm him! Why did you agree?! Because you became selfish! Yeah what a terrible mother you are! You had to think, think fast so when these boys do come into your life and become more present in your son's life... Renny won't get curious, if he never gets curious... He will never get hurt. Right this is what it will be! Just make sure it never gets brought up or questioned!

"MOTHER!"

Jolting in place from the sudden scream, looking over to what made such a noise. Your son was huffing and puffing, he looked like he was about to blow a top off. His cheeks slightly red from what you could only guess that he had been screaming at you for some time. "Oh Uh Renny! I'm sorry sweetie I didn't know you came in." looking beyond him, to see if your parents came into the house, "Where is grandma and grandpa-"

"Why was Choromatsu-sensei here?" Blinking your hues bring your attention back to your son, who was still trying to calm his breathing. "Choromatsu-sensei?" You question and gotten up, walking over to him. "You need to calm down, did you run in here?" leaning down, placing your hand behind the top of his back only for him to yank himself away. "Renny?"