My heart broke out into beats of staccatos.
My body feels light. My soul feels light.
I feel like I'm leaving myself behind.
I am floating. Floating to you.
I watched as tears stained my cheeks.
But I am here. How can I watch myself?
People gathered around me.
My dark hair reflected the glorious sunlight
the snow complimenting my fair skin.
The last breath was sucked out of the body. My body.
and my heart. stopped its beat.
goodbye world, goodbye people.
I am floating to you.
The grieve, the anger the pain shall not follow me to you.
But how am I to know if there is not grieve, anger and pain on your side?
You are my father, my master, my creator.
You gave me life in my mother's womb.
You gave me everything but I have nothing to give to you.
I have nothing to bring to you.
I fought going up the path to your home.
I will go back to your side someday father, but not now.
I will bring to you what I have truly learnt down here.
I will make you proud of me father.
I know you do not care for monetary gains nor position
I shall show you I've learnt to love, to forgive, to forget and to care for others.
I shall not go to you knowing nothing.
I fought my lungs to breathe.
I fought my heart to resume its beat.
I sucked in air as hard as I could.
I fought my lids to open. and they did, father.
I saw you smiling down at me from the skies.
I will go to you someday. But not now.
