and at times your thought disgusts the hell outta me. sometimes I imagine all the cute things we could be. at times I just want to end all contact with you. other times I just wanna say yes to you, get back together and smother you with love and be loved. just feel like showing you that I actually always loved you, and I guess unfortunately I will always. since my first experience was with you. all these feelings were so new to me. but it wasnt the same for you. was it.
for you it was just another girl ready for you. crazy in love with you. for you girls being in love with u was normal. for me it was something so different. it was something that deserved to be respected. which I did. I thought you loved me so i gave you all the respect I had in my heart. I gave you all the love I had in me. and to be very honest, it's you who should feel special cuz no one else got to feel my love before. it was all brand new. but I guess you like doing this. you like to dent others first love experience. atleast you did it to me. and here I am waiting for you to give me my time back, give me my love back and to return my first experience. i dont want it to be you. and hell. if you ask me once, I'll be right there for you when you need me.
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Teenage Relationships
DiversosDuring the teenage years, we start dating and getting into relationships for the first time. The feelings are new, we never felt those butterflies-in-the-stomach on-a-sunny-day feeling. But these relationships are the toughest and include the most c...
