Y/n pov
I looked down at my arms to see the cuts I have created; there were so many. Deep, small, noticeable, you name it. Jungkook was gonna be so pissed if he saw this. I quickly grabbed one of his long-sleeved shirts and draped it over my shoulders, covering my arms.
I walked out the door just to look Jungkook in the eyes as he sat there, on the bed giving a deadly stare.
"What took you so long?" he questioned sternly
I stood there in silence, you could have heard a pin drop. I sealed my mouth shut, not wanting to say a word.
"Hello?"
I slowly opened my mouth to speak because if I had stayed quiet he would be suspicious.
"I-i have c-cramps"
"ok....whatever you say" he coldly replied
"come downstairs to eat when you're ready," he said as he slammed the door shut leaving you behind.
I let out a sigh as I lay on the bed.
I sit there, on the bed, staring at the cuts I have made and thinking about the times when I didn't have to cut myself to feel better....when everything was nothing but perfect.
I was no longer hungry, just drained and tired..so I decided to take some rest.
~Time skip~
I instinctively woke up to someone yelling my name; I jumped out of the bed and instantly ran down the stairs.
"What took you so long?!?!" he shouted angrily
"......." I was speechless
"Answer me!!"
"I fell a-asleep I-i'm sorry" I stuttered uncontrollably
Jungkook grabbed my hand, out of the blue as I quickly pulled it back, wincing in pain.
He noticed something wrong and quickly rolled up my sleeves, revealing my cuts.
Jungkook sat down and stared at my arms, blankly.
Before he could start yelling again, I ran away from the kitchen, leaving Jungkook in shock.
"Y/n come back here!! I am not finished!" He yelled after her
"No! stay away!" she yelled in return
"Y/n!"
"Stop chasing me! leave me alone jungkook!"
"Stop running then"
I ran to our shared bedroom and immediately locked the door hoping that would keep him out.
A few minutes later, I heard a soft knock on the door with a soothing voice following
"baby...please unlock the door" he requested very gently.
Baby?....when has he started calling me baby? it's always Y/n or woman.
"baby, please...I need to know if you're ok"
"I am fine.."
"Just open the door," he said sobbing
I slowly got up, completely in shock to hear his tone of voice, and proceeded to open the door.
As I opened the door, I saw something very unexpected.
Tears...
Jungkook was crying..
He has NEVER cried over me since I've started dating him.
never...
Seeing him crying, automatically bought tears to my eyes as I hugged him tightly, whispering
"I'm sorry"
"I'm sorry please don't cry"
He replied by hugging me closely.
Never in my life was I going to repeat this day ever again.
Seeing Jungkook cry made my heart ache.
He cried till his eyes were swollen and red.
Guilt absorbed my entire body as I sat on the floor with Jungkook in my arms as he falls asleep crying.
I tucked him into bed as I took my place beside him.
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