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by mitsu_vents

by mitsu_vents

Ugh wuqvjafrj
Fuck
I hate this
All of this
This month and last month aren't good months for me
Fucking cried like 4 or 5 times????
Probably less
God
Crying about grades really me?!
REALLY?!
FUCKING GRADES?!
YOU CRY ABOUT GRADES OF ALL THINGS?????????
WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU EVEN CRY ABOUT IT?
WHAT?
IT'S BECAUSE YOU WERE TALKING TO YOU MOM AND DAD?
WELL SHIT
WHO THE FUCK CARES
YOU DON'T NEED TO CRY OVER STUPID SHIT
Ugh
I can't believe I cried in front of my sister and cousin
Why do let that happen
I've managed to not cry before
You suck me
You are a failure me
You can't fucking do 1 thing
1 FUCKING THING
I swear
If I could kill myself without feeling pain I so would
Also, why do people think hugging others is good?????
Like I don't like being touched when I'm emotional at all
Like If someone was gonna hug me or touch me I would slap their hand away
It's weird and I don't like it
And I use a blanket if im feeling worse and don't want to see or touch myself
And not making eye contact when being emotional should be expecting cus for me it's a way for me to calm down and relax

Anyway, whole plot of this book

I'm a fucking crybaby that will almost cry at everything that can't understand shit, is fucking weird, most likely looking for attention, stupid, not depressed, edgy wanna be, that says they has problems when probably in reality they're just spoiled pieces of shit that can't take a no or being yelled at