Wabi-sabi

*oikawa*

Your body felt like fire and the back pain was almost unbearable especially at night.

You turned to lay on your back as you put a hand on your protruding stomach, as you were almost 6 months pregnant.

You sat up as you looked over noticing your husbands bare back and short recently cut chocolate brown locks.

You rubbed his back before letting your fingers slowly linger on his warm skin.

You lean over and put your face on his shoulder nuzzling your face against his cheek as he groaned.

"Babe"

"Baby"

"Toru" you whined before sighing and slowly sitting up and getting out of bed walking (more like waddling) to the kitchen.

The cold hot your skin like a truck as you entered the kitchen as you were only wearing a sports bra and torus old high school volleyball sweats.

You rummaged through the fridge before finding vanilla ice cream and some pickles (weird I know but that was my moms pregnancy craving and I remember her eating it everyday like ten times).

You dipped the pickle in the frozen treat before happily munching.

You jumped when the lights suddenly turned on revealing your husbands disheveled appearance.

"Baby what are you doing?" His groggy voice let out as you shrugged "babies hungry" you stated nonchalantly.

He walked over to your frame and peered over your shoulder noticing the ice cream and you dipping a pickle.

He cringed and almost gagged "what the hell? Why are you eating pickles and ice cream at 2 am" toru says as you stare at him.

"I'm not in the mood to deal with your annoying ass right now TORU" you stated annoyed as he rolled his eyes.

You watched as he sighed and ran his fingers through his curls "whatever have fun" he placed a kiss on your head.

You stared at him getting water, you sniffled as tears formed in your eyes as you let out a whimper.

He quickly looked back to see you full on crying.

"I'm sorry for being annoying and that I snapped at you. Toru it's just hard and I don't want you to leave because of everything" your were not only hormonal but also very primed to panic attacks.

He shushed you and brought you into a hug placing kisses all over your face "no need to apologize baby I'm not leaving you silly. How could I especially when I want to see what my little cutie looks like" he says as you smile.

He rubs your belly as a kick could be felt as if the baby was answering there father.

"Would you look at that they already know who daddy is" toru states happily as you nod.