Her (levi akerman x reader)

18: sorry

You

I walk out side through the snow I walk to the field I went to with my sister I shiver from the cold I didn't bring gloves or a scarf just a zip up jacket boots leggings and a t shirt. I stand looking up at the clear sky at the stars my tears burn my I take out the gun I took I cock it only to drop it as my hands are so cold "damn it." I say picking it up dusting it off I hold it up to my head shivering in sadness and cold I pull the trigger but nothing happens I look seeing the safely on. I chuckle lightly turning it off and try again I hold it too my head I can't live with this much pain. "Y/n!!" I hear I pull the trigger shooting I hear the shot just as I fall into the ground into the snow I don't feel pain "what are you doing!?" He says brushing off the snow from my face. Levi... my breath hitches as I begin to cry "y/n..." "y-...you. YOU LEFT ME!" I say hitting his chest "YOU FUCKING LEFT ME!!!! YOU LEFT ME YOU LEFT ME YOU LEFT ME!" I yell at him Hitting his chest and arms I stop in a sob he sits me up hugging me "I know...I know I'm sorry. Okay. I'm so so sorry." He says "I don't want you to kill yourself...come on." He says grabbing the gun taking out the bullets and then he picks me up "y/n your freezing." He says walking over to the car he puts me in the front seat buckling me in he goes around in the drivers seat and buckles driving off back home

He carries me into the home "y/n! Mr akerman." Eren says "she's blue "I hear erens muffled voice." "Get the blankets and heating pad she's got hypothermia." I hear Levi my eyes close as I get tired I fall asleep

I open my eyes feeling cold I look down seeing I'm covered in warm things i look over seeing Levi his back turned to me as he looks out the window "Levi." I say he turn I can't see him since he's in the darker area "I'm sorry I shouldn't have left you alone." He says I frown a bit "why are you hiding." I ask "y/n." He says "come here." I say "no" "fine then I'll come to you." I say beginning to move some blankets off "No." he says moving over to me I stop seeing him he sighs I sit up he sits next to me he has a long scar running down the right side of his face from his eyebrow on his lips a few small ones on his other cheek his once right blue grey eye is now cloudy and white I reach my hand out to place it on his cheek he pulls away flinching I place my hand on his cheek "what happend?" I ask "I was called in by a man named pixis. "Sergent pixis he runs the military scouts." I say he nods "council sent out others to find us I got shot a few times but as a warning they council did this I saw Petra fighting....she tried saving erwin." "I know. I got a call from pixis." I say he nods "why would they do this to you?!" I say placing my other hand on his cheek "I'm sorry for coming back looking like this." He says "Levi...nothing can change how I feel about you not if you lost your legs or gained scars even if you didn't live me anymore I would still love you and I do I do love you." I say he shows a small smile "besides. I think you look more intimidating this way...it's hot." I say he chuckles I smile "I love you y/n." He says "I love you too"

Levi

I stand next to y/n as she sleeps she shivers I place the blanket over her more "you seem content." Mikasa says walking in "I hurt her too much." She nods "there's no way to ever apologize as much as I want to" I say "Levi." She says i turn to her "if you hurt her again I will take that gun and shoot you dead do you understand!" She says "yes." I say "good." She says she walks up to y/n placing her hand on her cheek and forehead "she has a fever." She says "how long was she outside for?" "2, 3 hours." I say she nods "Mika..." I hear eren "can we talk." He says she nods and walks off I go over to the bed laying next to her pulling her into my arms she moves abit to get closer "ah." I sigh as she's so cold "y-youre warm." She says "youre freezing." I say moving hair out of her face "you have a fever you know that?" I say she smiles "yay." "I'll have eren run a bakery until you get better." "Levi." She says "hmm?" "P-please don't l-leave again...." she says I kiss her forehead "this time I promise. I will never leave you. ever." I say she nods