The Protectors

Dr. Elena Gilbert-Salvatore

I am so fast. I patted my shoulders now. In this chapter we will know what's Elena hiding from everybody. Her dirty little secret. She is not angel, she is not saint. She is woman who can't accept that her life is not a fairytale as she imagined in her childhood. Many thing was happened when she were in the magical coma and now she doesn't want to accept that her love of her life is changed a lot positively during that time whithout her. 

Chapter 4

Dr. Elena Gilbert – Salvatore

Elena angrily snuggled into the driver's seat of the white colored Tesla; she started the engine and then headed for her work. Along the way, she cursed to herself and cursed a hundred times the minute she said yes to the mysterious Triad Company.

They quarreled with Damon again. In the last two months, almost no weeks had passed without quarreling, but what was most terrible for the woman was that her husband could not do it.

As she drove out onto the main road, she wiped a fat tear from her face. She tried to concentrate on the road and increased the car speed to see if she could leave Mystic Falls behind sooner. She wanted to shake off her worries, but she remembered how Damon looked and wanted to cry again.

That contempt on the man's face was all too familiar to Elena. Damon Salvatore looked at only someone like this: Katherine Pierce. She shuddered at the thought of her husband seeing her doppelganger in her for the first time in their lives. How did they get here? How could she let that happen?

Elena was tormented by terrible guilt. It hadn't been two months since the experiments began she couldn't look her husband in the eye. How could she tell him exactly what she was doing? She would cause him pain that their marriage would no longer be able to endure. She knew full well that Damon was still attracted to the supernatural. He couldn't leave his old life completely, even though Elena wanted to move on. She was tormented by terrible nightmares, in which Damon lay with a bitten throat, frozen in blood, where she found Stephanie dead in her crib.

They should have hide. Damon has the cure in his body, so any vampire who wants to heal out from vampirism can find them at any time, and Elena was furious that her husband didn't care at all, in fact. His answer has always been that the Scooby gang (how ridiculous a name is) protects him, and as long as Bonnie is by their side, they can't get in trouble.

Bonnie, Elena thought bitterly. Everything is her fault. The witch lured Damon back into the supernatural world. Sometimes, despite all her efforts, Elena was very angry with her best girlfriend. However, this made her guilty again, mainly because she often became envious of the relationship between Damon and Bonnie. They both became like peas and peel. She watched the two of them communicate many times, and at that time she always had the feeling that Damon understood the witch better than her; as if they had read each other's thoughts. She was sure that there was nothing more than a very close friendship between her husband and her best girlfriend, they didn't really give a sign of that, but she was still disturbed by their relationship and the relationship with the whole band.

If she wanted to be honest with herself, after all they had been through, Elena just wanted Damon for herself. They missed so much time while she was lying in a magical coma that she just wanted to be with him. That's why they moved from Mystic Falls, and the year and a half they spent in Whitmore was heaven for themself, at least for Elena. They lived a simple, average life. They had no problem with anything but paying bills, exams, and when or who would take out the trash.