Fanboy | JohnJae

I'm a fan, I will always be your fan

The story is about a closeted boy who's obsessed with a senior in his school. Jaehyun laughed as he read the book while drinking beer, funny how this was written as if the author knew his life. The famous senior liked by everyone and the outcast closet gay that looks at the senior from afar, the story is tragic despite the bright cover and uplifting title, it can fool anyone. He finished his sixth can of beer before stopping midway, he felt the urge to grab the character's hand and maybe comfort him because he undetstands it so well. His phone rang and he answered groggily without looking at it.

"Hey kiddo!!! I have something here, do you know anyone who likes Johnny Suh? My client is part of his team and she gave me a fanmeet ticket but I'm too busy right now, Sica eonnie is overseas so I don't really know who to call now" Krystal explained and he dropped the book (literally okay)

"Hey? Did you sleep on me Yoonoh?"

"Oh, I'll take it and ask someone"

"Great! I'll come over tomorrow morning okay!"

He chuckled after hanging up, he gets to think about Johnny's future on-screen male lover, his lifestory partially told in a future movie he might participate to and now he gets to see Johnny in his fanmeeting. Just great, he fell asleep hugging his unopened cans of beer, his apartment probably stinks but he feels too overwhelmed in one day. He woke up to his doorbell, it was Krystal outside, he dragged his body to open the door "Eww, your apartmet stinks, here is the ticket, too gross to stay here" she handed him an envelop and Jaehyun sleepily hugged the ticket. He probably looked pitiful, hugging a piece of paper with empty cans littered in his living room.

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Johnny's setlist is finalized last night, he will sing a couple of ballad songs, a rap performance, will dance to a popular song called "Myeongdeong style", a sexy dance, do some raffle fanservice and Q&A. His schedule has been full and he barely gets to rest, plus he'll start shooting a new movie next month with no lead actor yet, it's making him anxious. "Hey Johnny hyung, they'll hold auditions next week so you'll meet the other lead soon, focus on your fanmeeting for now" Doyoung explained, his manager is just a year younger than him but Doyoung is really capable although he is lovestruck on his lover and he can't see Johnny when Taeyong is in the same room.

"Did you know, an idol group member from Thrice admitted she likes you and you're her ideal man, wanna try dating her? Her name is Sana" Doyoung poked his sides

"I'm too busy for that, you know right"

"Awww, he's shy" Seulgi, his stylist and make-up artist chuckled

Johnny sighed, it's been a while since he dated someone, being famous makes everything hard because he can't really date secretly with all the buzz following him so he ends up dating people he meet on sets or in NCity, his company. He used to date trainees in his company but it got leaked so he dated co-stars so they can hide it and use "filming" as an excuse, but he's never really been in a stable relationship since his first love left him. But that's another story, right now he has to prepare for his fanmeeting in a few hours.

"NCity spoils you too much, a European themed theater for fanmeeting" Doyoung was labelling his clothes as Seulgi was doing his make-up.

"Mr. Moon loves me, what can I say" he chuckled

"Whatever, quickly eat the lunch prepared by your fanbase"

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Noh Jihoon is an outcast in school while Song Mingyu is a popular basketball player, as the story goes. Jaehyun finally finished the book and his eyes are bawling "Ugh Jihoonie, I'm so sorry" he apologized to the book, Taeyong will pick him up later for the Johnny fanmee- holy shit. He stumbled out of his bed to takea shower, he can't be late. The outfit is inspired by avoid-letting-people-know-you're-Jeong-Jaehyun according to Taeyong, a black hoodie and pants, he has to wear glasses, hat and mask. They can't have another viral photo taken when Taeyong knows that Jaehyun might do something stupid i the presence of Johnny Suh.

Seo Youngho, how it's nice to hear his given name.

"I look like I'm about to rob someone" Jaehyun had to look at his appearance thrice.

"You look like you will blend in if you ask me"

"Ugh,whatever hyung I'm gonna be late"

They had to get to the venue an hour before it starts because they had to find their seats, Jaehyun's ticket was VIP balcony so he will have a good look at Johnny and maybe take some photos. Arriving at the venue dominated by women, it felt like an idol event, where people with huge cameras are in groups, he felt a little lonely. The queue started going in an hour before the show, he was seated comfortably, so far no one recognized him, there were male fans too so he wasn't alone, but...the male fans were openly gay and proud to cheer for Johnny with their queer flag. How nice it would be, to openly admit everything and let go. He snapped back to reality when his phone vibrated.

Gongmyung hyung

Hey, you busy???

Jaehyun
Err, I actually am

Gongmyung hyung
Hmm then when will you be free? Wanna grab dinner with you :c

Jaehyun
Oh, I'm not sure but I'll buy you dinner when we can! Gtg hyung bye!

It was kind of weird how Gongmyung was being too friendly but maybe he's just like that. When the lights dimmed, everyone started screaming wildly, the spotlight lit the stage and Johnny was wearing a see-through shirt with tight pants, Jaehyun had to calm down or else he will obviously get a boner. Johnny was grinding, dancing to an English song, but all can Jaehyun think about is how his soul must have reached heaven by now. He has to take a video in case he needs a release...if you know, it is what it is. Girls were practically drooling with him by now, it got way too hotter when the performance ended.

"Thank you for coming!" He wore a suit to partially hide his muscles as the emcee appeared on stage.

The fanmeeting was going well, he gave fanservice to lucky seats and they got to take pictures with him. Jaehyun couldn't stop staring at the love of his life. "Someone asked, which body part attracts you the most?" Ms. Im asked, Johnny chuckled as well as the fans "I like staring at people's eyes, especially when they have sparkly eyes that are full of life, it gives me energy" he was smiling while talking, Jaehyun will combust. They talked about his previous works and his growth, lucky seats also got the chance to ask him questions on the spot. He sang ballad songs and danced on a trendy song, he took pictures with the crowd and soon, the event was over.

"Please look forward to my new movie in June, thank you and good night my angels!"

Johnny's Angels, his fans call themselves. Jaehyun is way too far from being an angel. Taeyong was on-time in picking him up, it was a success, no one recognized him and he get to see Johnny up-close. He felt so good, as if he touched Johnny in person, as if he was in heaven already. "Noh Jihoon auditions will be held on Wednesday, the lines are already in your room, do well" Taeyong reminded him as he got out of the car, he's gonna have a date with that other manager, of course.

"I'm a fan, I will always be your fan" he read a short line of the script.