I dont cut but my friend does so i tryd to rite as him ok plz lmk how it is coz idk wat peepz that cut and purge feel i rote this after reading his diary on wattpad kk. all i wanna say to him is stay strong and b happy :)
Cutting
Cutting,
I wish I never did,
People don't ever understand me,
They judge,
they judge a lot,
I wish I had a normal family,
That's one of the reasons i cut,
My dad walked out on my sister, my mum and me,
So,they cry ate night for long, long hours,
And I cut my self.
I get bullied at school,
By my ex-friends,
Just because i'm gay
I cant help the way I feel,
It just happens ok,
But they judged me,
Even though they knew me.
I cut,
People tell me to stop,(including me i told u to stop)
But they don't know how hard it is,
When life as you know sucks,
I watch my blood trickle down my wrist,
Oh, the feeling of pain,
It makes me smile.
There is a new guy at school,
His names Jack,
He has green eyes,
Oh how I love green eyes (i luv them 2 u no),
He has blond hair,
Just like mine,
We talk a lot,
For hours on end,
He makes me feel special,
He makes me feel loved,
I really like him,(u shud go out wiv him)
And he's bisexual,
I slept with him,
But we didn't do anything,
He has to be the only good thing I'm my life.
But, i'm fat and ugly,(i think that to but idc wat peepz say i luv the way i am)
It's one of the reasons I get bullied,
So why would he like me,
I purge every day,(PLZ STOP U SHUDNT DO THAT)
I wish I didn't eat,
But I have to,
So my mum thinks I eat,
All in all my life is messed up and depressing so FML. ( itz sad ya but b happy kk luv the way u r kk )
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Poetry xxx
PoetryThis is my collection of poemz that i have riten in the last couple of months. Every thing that i write comes from my heart and i truly mean it. hehe lol and um i came up wiv som of dem poemz whilst singing in the toilet/bathroom lol. and finally...
