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Fragile Part 2

Fragile part 2Asanos POVThe steps were like ice on my bare feet. 

Who in there right mind would make pearly white marble steps! 

After I got out of the hospital I went back to my house with a cab. Karma promised he would come everyday until I was good enough to go back to school even though I argued against it.When he's set on something he will not budge.

I use my good arm to open my bedroom door and step inside. It's more gloomy than I remember and there's blood everywhere. It was stupid of me to think I could just sit down in bed and go to sleep on my 'clean' bed.I walk back downstairs and lay on the couch. 

Sleep battles over me but I refuse to give into temptation.

I had so many questions. How long is my dad in jail where is my mom I forgot what happened to her and what will happen when everybody comes back home? I've never had this many questions in my head in my life! My Brian seems to be working differently than before. I feel weak.When ever anybody comes up behind me I jump or screech. I can't stop over thinking everything and questioning every one that comes near me. This anxiety is new to me. 

Sure as a kid I was a bit shy but i always stood up for myself and people always say that my glare is like ice pinching through them. 

Now, I don't even think I have enough courage to even squint my eyes at someone.

The doctor described me as physical and mentally scarred and that my mind is scarred in a different form. It's sending my little waves telling me to be scared of everyone and everything.

I know absolutely nothing about medical stuff so don't ask :D

Finally sleep takes hold of me and when I wake up it feels like I just went down. A figure, more like a blob of red stands over me shaking me awake. "Hey, it's me how, ya holding up?" asked the red blob.

One thing leads to another and then I realize it's Karma standing over me. Something smells good but I can't tell what it is. I look over and see a bowl of warm soup. The lights are on but I still want to go back to what ever sleep I had even if it feels like none. 

"I'm d-doing fine," I say shuttering as I sit up. Karma smiles and hands me the soup along with chopsticks. "How did you break into my house anyways?" I ask.

He holds up a paperclip impressed and I roll my eyes playfully. He kisses me on the head and takes the chopsticks from my hands that are shaking to hard to even grab a carrot. 

He picks up a lump on the wooden chopsticks and says, "Open up~"

I glare but do as told. The hot food instantly wakes me up and I swallow hungrily. The last time I ate was a while ago, I didn't even know how hungry I was until now. 

Karma keep on feeding me and even daring to steal a bite. He try's to help me use the chopsticks but I shake and fumble failing every time. 

I'm weak and frail though I hope I will get better. After I'm done Karma lays down with me and though I want to snuggle with him my mind has other plans and I drift off to sleep.