FatherGod/Chrollo's POV
After looking around for a while for y/n and failing to find her my heart was racing...
'What if shes dead...'
'I-I failed her...'
'I should've stayed...'
My trance was interrupted.
"Boss?" It was Machi.
"Hm?"
"It-It will be okay! I promise. We will find y/n okay!"
I gave her a smile...though It was fake. She sat next to me on y/n's bed.
"I've never seen you so down... When paku and Uvo died you barley shed a tear. Now your all sad because of a worthless-"
"Do Not Call Y/N worthless!"
I raised my voice at her, i never do that.
"I understand, I'm sorry."
" yeah."
She scooted closer.
"What do you think happened"
"She...was....K-..."
"Exactly, you say you love her but don't even know what happened to her. Tsk Tsk Tsk."
I gave her a glare.
"Well im heading out. Bye Danchou( i think)" she said in a seductive tone.
"Don't call me that Machi"
She giggled and closed the door.
I grabbed a plushie i gave y/n and laid down where she slept.
"I will find you y/n that's a promise" i said as a tear rolled down my cheekIllumis POV
After getting y/n some food we went back to the hotel. I looked back to see y/n asleep.
"So?"
"What?" Hisoka asked.
"Do you really love her?"
"What..-"
"Do you really love y/n or did you just get jealous."
"I-Of course i love her!"
"You hesitated Soso"
"S-so?"
"There you go again." I said while grabbing a fry.
"Illumi i d-do love her."
"You haven't even known her long"
"..."
"What i thought."
"Illumi that's...not fair..."
"You kidnapping her wasn't ether"