Just him

Aaron??

"Its okay if you need to let go... I under stand....ill be fine.....i promise i will... i love you Aaron i really do." i said to Aaron even though he didnt replie. It was 5 hours (9pm) i was still sitti g there clueless on what to do i knew i wouldnt be fine if i lost Aaron i just wouldnt. All of a sudden Aarons eyes opened. "Aaron?" I asked. his eyes looked at me in worry. "your be okay" i told him. The doctor came in and said that he was getting enough blood through out his body and that he will be able to go home in no time. I was so glade that Aaron was okay he really got me worried. When we got home Aaron went up stairs to his room and i did as well. I texted Kylie....

J:Aaron is home but he wont be at school for another week and i cant leave his side so ill be back in another week.
K: :( okay
J: Sorry i really want to see that Cameron dude
K: I think you will like him
J: I hope i do
K: well i have to go bye
J: Bye

After i check my social mediea i go in and check on Aaron. Aaron was laying in bed on his phone. "Do you need anything?" I asked. "No thank you" Aaron said. "Okay,You really scared me Aaron you didnt have to cut there was no point." i told him. "Yes there was" Aaron said looking at my. "What was it?" I asked him. "Because of
mom, dad, and Taylor" he said looking at the floor. it was silence for a moment. "Me too" i told him. I walked intoy room and got into my drawer and got out my razor and sat in my window seat. I looked out the window and thought about cutting i sat there for about 2 hours and decided to put it away and take a nap. When i woke up Aaron was right beside me, "Hi beautiful" he said. in my mind i was like Aaron dont call ne that. "Hey" i said rubbing my eyes. "You left this out" he showed my razor. "how did you get that?" I asked. "You left it on your desk" he said. i must of thought i put it away but i didnt. "Oh oops" i said i didnt know what els to say. "So did you do it?" He asked me when he looked down. "no i thought about it." i told him rubbing his back. "You need to stop" he told me. "You do to." i told him. "we both can together" i told him. we both stoped cutting and just went on. It was the week i went back to school so did Aaron we went to school and i did my normal. Ashely Brittney and cydnie was there i ignored them but yet they came up to me agian "Long time no see" Brittney said. i didnt say anything and walked off to class. I sat in my seat and waited for Cameron to walk in. It was 2 min before class started and a boy i never seen before walked in. It was Cameron he sat down next to me and said "Hello are you new i have never seen you before?". My heart stoped the sound of his voice was so smooth. "Uh--uh---uh hi" i didnt know what to say!