We fell in love with our kidnappers

Ch. 18

Kenzie's prov

I didn't have my belly I look in the room and Johnny was sitting down asleep. I woke him up because I was freaking out.

K-JOHNNY where am I
J- oh uhm babe it's ok it's ok don't worry
K- no I am worrying I don't have my belly anymore what happened to my baby * crying
J- no don't cry I don't like it when you cry but I have bad news um well
K-*crying* what just tell me Johnny
J- we lost our little one 😔😧🥺
K- NO NO NO THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENING NOO
J-babe please don't cry I know it's hard for you
K- oh so it's not hard for you you just lost your child and you don't care *stops crying
J- it isn't like that I'm just trying to stay strong in front of you but inside I'm dying.

Johnny's prov

I was actually happy because I didn't have to get distracted by kenz and the baby but as you can see I'm not a good actor. The doctor came in and gave us a picture of our baby I didn't do anything but Kenzie started crying. We went home and Kenzie shut me off I had to sleep in the couch.

Kenzie's prov

Of course I couldn't sleep I kept looking at the picture that the doctor gave us. Then I was thinking why did Johnny not care. I went out of the room and it was 1:30 am and everyone was asleep so I explored this door I always saw And I knew it was that attic I really wanted to see it so I did it was hard to open it without making noise. When I walked up the stairs I pulled out my phone and put to flash on. The attic was so big.

I wanted to live here so I went down the stairs very quiet but when I was going down the other stairs I slipped down and Johnny started moving I got up and ran to the kitchen. I didn't hear anything so I went to the pantry and got the broom and some trash bags. When I closed the door I heard someone.
J- kenz ... babe go to bed it's super late
K- ok I was just gonna get this to clean something that fell
J- what exactly
K- ... um some dust the I had in my shoes and some small pieces of wood from the wooden floor you put in the room
J- oh ok well can I sleep up stairs
K- no I am and I do t want you to sleep with me and pretend nothing happened
J- because nothing did happen just a baby who wasn't alive and didn't make it
K- how can you say that
J- because I'm glad that happened because I don't want to keep hearing you wine about it and how much it hurt and everything

I just left because that hurt my feelings I ran up stairs and closed the door with the things and went to lay down because my stomach hurts and I was tired. I woke up with someone knocking on the door I opened it and it was Lauren and Annie they came in and hugged me. They let go of me and we talked.
L- so how are you
K- I'm fine 🙂
A- we know your not
K- I'm fine trust me
L- hun you are not you haven't even gotten ready
K- because I just woke up
A- ok then get ready we can hang out
K- I'm ok

I went to my dewars and got my clothes.

I told them to follow me to the attic but my luck Johnny came and tried to talk to me but I pretended I didn't hear him I. I kept walking but Johnny pulled me and grabbed my hand and pulled me to our room or may I say his room.
J- kenz babe I'm sorry for yesterday
K- ok
J- your still mad what can I make it up to you
K- oh ok let me move to the attic and leave me alone for a little to think
J- ok we can start today Carson can help you but I can't
K- ok fine go just tell Carson to come later with my dresser and I'll go to the store to get an bed deal
J- yea but I'll help you for alittle
K- no it's ok your built like always and I was getting in the way of you working so go go
J- no babe
K- don't call me that
J- I can if I want to I own you
K- GO JOHNNY GO
J- no

I left and walked to the attic Lauren and Annie were already there cleaning. We were just there cleaning and then Johnny came in.

J- hey guys um I brought help
K- ok we are going to leave and the helpers can put the floor
J- ok where are you guys going then
K- why do you care
J- because I care
K- we are going to the store
J- ok Hayden and I are gonna go with you guys
K- fine ok let's go

When we were at the mall everyone just saw Johnny and Hayden and everyone looked away and walked so fast. Annie Lauren and me got beautiful clothes and we left and went to Best Buy I got a bed, tv, a dresser, nightstand, big mirror, shoe stand, and a miny fridge. I got Annie a baby bed, and a car seat. And Lauren didn't want nothing we went back and sense we spent about three hour at the store they were done they put a wall for the bathroom and balance beams. The boys that were helping put my bed and everything I bought and in the end of the day it looked like this.