Learnin' How To Love (TrayBills Fiction)

Confused Pt.2

Tiff's POV

Oh my god. Me and Tray slept together AGAIN! This can't keep happening. He's just my bestfriend. I try to remember that but sometimes I get caught in the moment. I was in his bed so I got up and showered. He woke up as i got out and started putting my clothes on. I put on my blue long sleeve shirt with the shoulders cut out, some black and white splatter leggings, my black fringe boots, a BabyGirl bucket hat, and a purse.

"Some night we had" he said with a smirk on his face

"Yeah, about that---" I tried to talk but he cut me off

"You liked it, didn't you" he asked

I didn't answer him. I just told him straight up what I was thinking.

"We needa talk" I said seriously

"About?" He asked

"Us and where we stand" I said "Am I just your fuck buddy that happens to be you're best friend."

"Its nothing like that" he said

"Well what is it then, that's what it seems like" I told him

"I don't know how to explain it" he said

"Well I'm just gonna tell you how I been feeling" I said to him "Lately all we do is fight and when that happens I run to Will. I kbow I just met him but I'm starting to like him. At the same time..." I hesitated "....I like you too. I like both of you and I been beating myself up about it. I can't control my feelings. I live when im with you and I love when I'm with him." I explained

"....Tiff, I like, no love you. I been loving you. I try at least. But about Will have you slept with him?" He asked

"No."

"So I took your virginity and I'm the only one who's had you since then?"

"Yeah" I told him

"And what do you mean you like both if us? So you don't love me" he says

"I do but ugh never mind I should've even brought it up" I said getting annoyed

"No, seriously. I love you Tiff and I know it sounds crazy but I wanna be with you. No more Will." He told me

"I can't do that. Were bestfriends and the sex, even though I love it, it has to stop." I told him "I gotta go." I said walking towards the door

"Where are you going"

"To Will's I need to talk to him about this too." I explained

I left Tray's and went to Will's. We talked about it. His reaction was just like Tray's. This doesn't make anything better. Ugh.

I decided to go talk to Trin. She is like one of my best friends. We sing together and we make songs with our other friends Pay, Xi, and AJ.Trin and I rap. People say I have a baby voice. Trin do most of the bridges in our song. (In media) Were like a family but Trin was the one I hung out with the most. I love her like a sister even though were cousins. She would know just what to do in these type of situation. She's the best.

I went to Trin's in my brand new Pink mustang. She came out and was shocked to see me pull up because normally Tray drops me off.

"Damn girl, this yours?" He said

"Yeah, its sexy ain't it" I said

"Yes. How you pay for this" she asked

"Tray." I answered

"God Damn,he treating you good." She said

I got out and walked in her house, which she shares with her boyfriend, my play brother Jordan. He was in the kitchen, eating of course, and I came up and gave him a hug.

"Hey Jordan" I said hugging him

"Hey sis, where you been" he asked

"Going through some stuff" I say

"You okay, yo dad ain't been hitting you again" he asked concerned

"Nah I ain't been there in about a month" I answered

"Who you been with, like where you been living?" He asked

"With Tray"

"Awe okay, well I miss you. You need to come over more" he said

"Iight" I agreed "I love you big bro"

"Love you to Lil sis" he said while hugging me

"I'm boutta go talk to yo girlfriend" I say

I went upstairs to Trin's room. She was sitting on her bed.

"Hey Trin. I gotta talk to you about something" I say kinda whispering

"What's up" she said

"You remember that dude from the mall?"

"Yeah" she answered

"We went on a date and I kinda like him. After the date we went to his place , it was late. I checked my messages and Tray was mad at me and Will let me stay over his house, in his bed. Nothing happened though. But me and Tray have been having sex, he took my virginity. I love him but he's my best friend. I'm stuck in between the both of them." I explained

"Wait you're not a virgin" she asked

"Not anymore" I said embarrassed

"And you like both of them, right" she asked

"Yeah"

"I know you say you like them but which one do you love"

"I don't know. But for now I told Tray we wcouldnt sleep together. I think I'm just gonna give Will a chance. I promise were gonna take things slow"

She put me in a weird position with that question. Now I'm wondering do I really love Tray as a friend or more. I think I'd be better off with Will. Things might be weird with me and Tray but things should go back to normal, I hope.