tay is my friend so, I don't want to hurt him I'm happy for both of them, yes, I tried not to change in front of them but I couldn't take it anymore I always followed them wherever they went, I tried not to do that(resigning) but I was so tired, I wanted to talk to him but I feel like nothing will happen either I really miss gun I want to touch him I want to hug him I still want to see his smiles while looking into my eyes, but I can't do that anymore because someone else is hugging him, someone else is holding him and most of all he is smiling at others while looking into his glowing eyes, That man is lucky, I wish he was me.
I was blamed for walking away from him at first, he know's how much pain I have, when I see him smiling when they are together but I love you both of them they are my friends so I have to be happy, I want to see gun always happy, even though I am no longer the reason why he is smiling, i still want,like and love him forever,
after the event I went out first and I did not hear what they were talking about, I also sent a message to oab that I will not come if there is a celebration, but when I came out of the building I saw them jayler, perth, newwie, and oab following me I started to cry when newwie walked towards me he hugged me tightly.
I did not know it entered my mind but I could not stop myself from crying in front of them all
do you like to drink? Oab"
c'mon in my fcking place. Jayler"
shall we not go with them to the celebration? Perth"
I don't care about them anymore.. Newwie"
Perth,jayler,off : WORDS!!
Why? I don't care about them anymore too "Oab"
Perth: both of you!!! Stop
Jayler: c'mon let's gooo
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___________conversations_______GMM groups
P'godji: what is this? have you seen it? Where's off?
Tay: I will try to call him...... fuck he did not answer!
Gun: let me.......Oh wait papii is calling me!!
Hello OFF"
Papii where are you? are we okay? right?? Papi let's talk please..!! GUN"
I'm fine. I'm just tired I just want to rest I'll come back when I know I can do it again, don't worry about me..... OFF"
Papiii.... hello? Hello?
P'godji: what did he say?? He's okay
Yes i think......... I'm going home first, I want to rest first
TAy: do you want me to accompany you?
Gun: no thanks im okay...........
5 days have passed and they still can't talk to off and also gun, he no longer wants to talk to others and always looks outside as if waiting for someone to come, one day p'mae thought to talk to gun normally
Gun!!!! where is your boyfriend ( teasing ) P'mae"
: where is he back is he downstairs? I'm going to him where is he? where is papi???
I mean where is p'tay? I thought he confess to you? You like him too.
: huh? What? p'tay and I are just friends...!!
huh? what did you say when we were in fantopia? what is that game?
: yes it's true that p'tay likes me, I just accompanied him because I don't want to embarrass the two of us but after that event we talked, and I apologized to him and we were okay.
suddenly someone called p'arm's phone
P'mae: who is it calling ?!
(hello p'arm come here to the condo I will just give you something)
p'mae was surprised by this voice and suddenly he shouted the name
OFF?!!!!!!!!!! P'mae"
P-p'mae? why do you have p'arm's cellphone? Off" (shook)
I will answer your question if you answer why you left work?
After the event, we let everyone out and p'tay and I talked about the two of us, yes, I don't want to hurt him but I already have someone else I want and I hope he understands that,
Gun: p'tay...... can we talk?
Tay: yes..... babi why? what can i call you because I am shy you want bab---
Gun: p'tayy........! why did you do that? why did you say that? You said we are friends, right? now how do we fix it? I don't like this anymore,
Tay: what did you say earlier? game?
Gun: I don't want that anymore, the number of people hurt, the number of people I hurt, I know we are friends, I said that earlier because I do not want to embarrass us. you do not want to embarrass you.but wrong, when I saw the people crying they were crying, they were crying at this stupidity.
Tay: if that's what I thought was wrong? what are we still? We're still friends, aren't we?
Gun:fix this mess that happened.
Tay: sorry.
_______________ 1week passed ___________
a week ago gun did not go to work, also unable to talk p'mae tried to call p'gun but he did not answer so he tried to go to gun to talk properly.
p'godji tried to go to gun's house
Gun: (when p'gun saw p'godji outside he quickly took it out and hugged it) p'maeeeee i miss youu
P'mae: i miss you too son
Gun: why did you come here?
P'mae: I'm just looking to see if you're okay
Gun: im okay now... I will go to work tomorrow .. I miss you
they also talked to others
___________ hi guiz can you leave green heart? Iloveyouuu!!!!!💚💚
