p r i v a t e / c o n f i d e n t a l

I love you, please say it back.

My brain doesn't know that yet but my heart does. I found my person, my ride or die, my best friend, my other half, my home. I found you.

Please don't leave me. I can't be broken again, you're the only person who I am happy with. Please tell me you love me. I'm begging you, please. No one has ever said that to me and I want you to be the first person to tell me that you love me.

I trust you. Please don't break my heart. I know I may seem to hate everyone but I don't. I just don't know how to love. Will you teach me? I hope you will someday.

And if that day comes I can delete this because I won't have to hide my pain anymore. If I do show this to you one day, please don't laugh. I know I may sound cheesy right now but behind the screen Im typing on, I'm crying. So please don't laugh.

If we drift apart, just know that it's not your fault but mine. Because I probably tried too hard or didn't try enough. Either way, I still love you. But right now I want to focus on what you feel for me. It may be nothing or everything or something in between. I know I'm not the prettiest or funniest or smartest girl in the world, but I'm trying.

I still don't know how to love and I need you to show me the way.
I love you, so please say it back.