Fell In love With A Transferee Book 3 {Boy With Luv} [COMPLETE]

chapter 32 Not okay.

Rose's POV:

I woke up with an empty bed. Just alone and lonely laying there beside nothing.

My eyes were so heavy from all the crying I did because of what I knew about Jungkook and Margo last night.

Nothing seems to change in the way it happened back in 2018.

"You know how hard it is for me to trust somebody. You know me but you treated me like we just met. I thought you were better but I guess you're not. All of you are just the same. I thought that you wouldn't hurt me. You even betrayed me! You know I loved you so much, Jungkook. I do. But it's time to decide if I will stay." I said as I wiped my tears away.

He ran to me and gave me a back hug while crying.

"No... Please... I'm sorry. I know I was wrong. I know I broke all my promises. I know I lied but please don't be like this." He said as he cried harder.

"What you did broke my heart. It's not just because of a promise or a lie. It's all because of a choice. So it's not my fault that you made the wrong choice. but now I made mine." I said and removed his arms around me.

"I'm sorry Jungkook. I need space. I need time to think and I don't want to be near you right now. I'm sorry..." I said and walked to my room and locked myself up.

I took a sigh as I remember what happened that night.

I was laying on my bed alone with a space beside me.

I took a glance at my left as I clenched my thick blanket on me.

I just kept on staring at it, wishing that Jungkook was beside me. I'm not used to this anymore.

I felt so empty sleeping alone. Without anyone hugging me. I honestly couldn't sleep without hugging anything. I'm used to hugging a pillow every time since I was young.

And I'm technically not used to sleeping beside someone on a bed so much. Every time I sleep with someone like that, I mean like a friend or something, I sleep like a stick. Only laying in one position and I couldn't have deep sleep like that.

Unless I'm comfortable that I would take over the other side of the bed even if someone is sleeping there.

Just like me and Jungkook. We cuddle a lot, were like playing doctor quack when we're asleep or I say... I couldn't sleep without him anymore.

If you wonder what doctor quack is... It's a game that we play in the Philippines where the players will tangle their limbs together then the chosen player will untangle them one by one.

My thoughts were endless right now. But it's a better decision to deal with tho. I don't want to sleep with him in an angry mood.

It's like just the same thing.

I took another sigh after thinking deep then sat up and messed my hair.

"Aaahhh!" I said in frustration.

I'm still mad at him even if I miss him so much.

I want to hug him, kiss him, be sweet with him but can't right now. When I'm mad, I would push him away whether I like it or not.

I took a glance at my clock and it was already almost 7 am so I stood up going to my closet to find something to wear for Bighit.

See? I'm even going to work with him today.

When I finally chose my clothes, I placed them all on my bed and then headed to the bathroom.

Before I opened the bathroom door, I suddenly heard someone speaking.