Getting attached to people who I thought who loved me.
I t h u r t s.
What people don't understand that being hurt and going through so much at a early age really changes a person.
That's why so many teenagers are going through so much pain and depression.
This society is truly fucked up.
In every way...
I sadly broke my own promise to stop cutting. And that kind of broke me.
I'm a pro at hiding my emotions and my feelings. I seem all happy and shit but I'm literally falling apart inside.
After seeing my ex-girlfriend cut the living shit out of herself, I literally went into this spiral of not truly caring about living anymore.
I hate how so many people can say that people who cut are weak individuals.
Some times so much pain and depression can push you over the edge.
Including your demons.
I barely even have a family.
No true mom that's actually been there for me..
No dad..
A lousy step dad.
I never had the chance to love somebody.
Because I was scared to love.
Being afraid caused me extra pain.
Isolate myself alot.
People continue to call me asshole or a mean person because of how I protray myself and how push other people away...
"Your only sixteen,Ethan. What true heartbreak, pain, and depression have you experienced?"...
