Tori's Trouble

25 Reasons

-Tori

Me &Shaun Always Had Petty Arguments &Made Up Once We Talked It Out. My Trust Issues Come From Other Relationships Where Niggas Thought They Could Treat Me Like Shit. It Made Me Feel Like I Wasnt Good Enough. I Know I Look Good But I Also Know There's Somebody Out There With A Skinny Waist& A Big Booty, Niggas Are Suckers For Them Kind Of Females. But After We Talked It Out &He Explained The Situation, We Let It Go. The Next Day, I Woke Up & Got Ready For School. Ty & Shaun Came Over. Around 7:30 We Rode Out So We Could Get To School On Time. I Bumped Kevin Gates Luca Brasi 2 Mixtape All The Way There. When We Finally Got To School, I Asked Ty To Give Me &Shaun Some Alone Time.

Me: We Needa Talk

Shaun: I Hope Not About That Same Situation, That Shit Dead.

Me: You Dont Understand Why I Snap So Quick When It Comes To You &These Hoes !

Shaun: Yea, I Do. You Jealous &Overprotective &Dont Want Nobody Else To Have My Attention.

Me: You Damn Skippy ! You Right About All That But Ion Even Feel Like Discussing It Now.

Shaun: See Thats The Problem. You Always Running, You Dont Ever Tell Me How You Really Be Feeling, You Always Keeping Shit Inside.

Me: Thats All I Know.

I Got Out The Car &Went Looking For Ty. I Wasnt Ready To Tell Shaun About My Past &Why I Dont Trust Him. I Found Ty Sittin At A Table With Rashaud.

Me: Come Here Dude, I Needa Talk To You

I Grabbed Her Arm &We Went To The Girls Bathroom. Nobody Was In There So It Was The Best Place For Me To Vent To Ty.

Ty: Whats Wrong Girl? Why You Looking Like That?

Me: Girl I Went Through Shaun Phone &Saw Some Messages From That Bald Head Hoe, Christian. I Cussed Him Out &Made Him Leave. Even Though We've Already Discussed The Situation, I Still Dont Trust Him. You Know All About What Happened The Last Time I Trusted A Nigga. I Juss Dont Wanna Get Hurt Again Or Be Out Here Looking Stupid While He Fooling Around On Me. You Think I Should Tell Him Why I Got Trust Issues?

Ty: Girl, You Cant Take Yo Fustration Out On Shaun Over Something He Didnt Even Do To You.You Always Overthinking The Situation.

Me: Yea, You Right. Its Juss Hard Gee.

Ty: I Know Im Having The Same Problem With Shaud. I Dont Trust His Ass No Farther Than I Can Throw Em.

Me: (Laughs) Girl Lets Get To Class. Know Ms. Houston Be Tripping Bout Them Tardies.

When We Got To Class, We Took Our Usual Seats By Each Other &Began Doing Our Do Now. I Couldnt Get My Mind Of Shaun Thoe. I Loved Him, True Enough, But Im Afraid Of Being Lied To, Cheated On, &Most Importantly, Wasting My Time. Later On That Day When I Got Home, I Juss Wanted To Spend Some Time With My Grandma.

Me: Hey Ma, Wyd?

Ma: Nothing, Watching The Young &The Restless

Me: (Laughs) Ma You Always Watching Soap Opera's.

Ma: Well, Family Fued Gone Off, Aint Nothin Else To Watch. Whats Wrong ? You Look Like Something Bothering You

Me: Its Nothing, Ma..Juss Issues With Shaun. Nothing Major Thoe

Ma: Okay Baby, Ohh I Forgot To Tell You, Your Mama Called, She Told Me To Tell You To Call Her When You Get Home.

Me: Oh Lord, What She Want Now. But Okay Ima Call Her After I Get Out The Shower.

I Got My Nike Boy Shorts,Panties, Bra, A White T, &Some Long Nike Socks Out. I Let The Water Run A Little Bit So It Would Be Hot When I Got In. I Brushed My Hair Into A High Ponytail. As I Washed My Body, I Thought About What My Mama Could Possibly Want. We Weren't Close At All. She Was One Of Those "If You Live Under My Roof, You Gone Do As I Say" Kinda Parents. We Juss Never Saw Eye To Eye On Anything & We Argued Constantly. I Got Out The Shower, Put My Clothes On, Rubbed My Favorite Degree Deodorant On, &Grabbed My Phone. I Knew Her Number By Heart So It Wasnt Saved. She Answered On The Second Ring.

Her: Hello

Me: Yea You Wanted Me To Call You.

Her: Yea, I Thought I'd Call You &Tell You Happy Belated Birthday

Me: Ohh Okay Thank You.

Her: Yea, Ill Be Down There Saturday.

Me: Aw.

Her: You Dont Sound Too Excited.

Me: Mmmm, Yea..Ill Talk To You Later Thoe.

Her: Okay, Dont Make Any Plans.

Me: I Already Got Plans

Her: You Dont Wanna Spend Time With Your Own Mama..I Bet You Tryna Go Chass After That Lil Ugly Ass Boy.

Me: See This Why Ion Like Talking To You.

Before She Could Say Anything Else, I Hung Up. Some Would Say Im Disrespectful To My Mama, But They Dont Know The Situation. I Dont Try Or Want To Be Disrespectful Or Rude To My Own Mama But She Always Say Or Do Some To Make Me That Way. I Wasnt Looking Forward To Seeing Her. I Layed Down, Texted DeShaun &Put My Headphone In Bumping Boosie "The Fall". After About A Hour Of Texting Shaun &Listening To Music, I Fell Asleep.