Boobear, my nickname. God, I love this man. My baby. I can't describe my love for him. He is everything. But unfortunately, I am not the only one.
The songs I write for him are only for him. I love the fans. They are amazing. But I only do it for him. I don't know another reason why I should do this. This. Living this stupid life.
Being open is easy. It's so easy that it's hard. I don't even know how to do it. I am not used to it. How could I ever be open?
I love Eleanor. My baby. Life is shit, but she helps me. I hope her words will become true. I love this man and I don't want anything else than being with him.
If that isn't possible.
I won't.
Live.
