Here I am sitting on the newly placed couch.In the middle of the woods might I add. The sun is setting making the sky a fuzzy pink with tint of orange .
It's beautiful . Like Hannah ..
Just the mere thought of the quirky radiant girl makes my heart twist cutting off my air supply.
I hear twigs snap rapidly causing my body to be alert . I hear someone short of breath . I look seeing a shadow in the distance coming more near me.
" harry "
I hear the Vocie I never thought I would hear again.
Every since that night.
The night I told Hannah how I feel and Hannah told me to then ran.
Just today my feelings came to bite me in the ass when Hannah's suddenly ex boyfriend came and beat me up .
But that doesn't mean I stood there and took it hell no. I knocked the dumbass out ." Hannah"
" harry I need to tell you something"
" yeah "
" I have to leave harry "
I shoot up approaching her like a animal finding its prey .she stumble as I leave no space between me and her and the tree. I lurk over her due to our height differences .
" what"
I grumble out my tone laced with rage
" harry I love you but my parents are rigid with me and my sister is upset I ruined her chances with a boy "
She says in a sad tone looking down.
I grab her chin gently but making her alert. I study her as I always do but this time instead of studying her and not saying anything. I speak .
" that's a god damn lie Hannah "
I growl wanting the truth
She looks surprised to say the least. Then she gains her composure .
I smirk as I feel her shiver as my hand reaches her hip.
" harry...... You don't want the truth "
She mumbles.
" oh but Hannah I do "
I pester" harry I have done my job. You beat up my ex and here you are smirking and demanding stuff at me . Remember that day in the cafeteria when i said I would crack your shell . Well I did "
I remember that day it's the first day I talked to her .
" Hannah you will not leave me "
" Harry I have to "
" why?"
" because I can't love someone . All love is . Is pain . "
She says
And with that I connect our lips I don't feel her fight against my lips as they colloid and move in sync.
" Harry I can't stay"
" why Hannah this is love"
'' no its just foolish fantasy''
'' hannah this isnt fiction ''
'' NO HARRY THIS IS REAL AND THATS THE SCARY PART IF WE FUCK UP ALONG THE WAY AND GET ATTACKED BY A DRAGON GUESS WHAT WE CANT ESCAPE IT. AND I CANT ESCAPE THESE OVERWHELMING FEELINGS THAT I HAVE FOR YOU.''
she shouts tears streaming down her face as she violenly throws shit and punches trees.
i grab her from behind and sit us both on the garbage couch that we had picked up from this abonded vectorina home on one of our night adventures.
i feel her body rake with sobs.
'' harry love hurts.''
i cant look at her tear stained face in knowing i will be filled head to toe with guilt.knowing i cause those tears.
'' hannah do you know how many days i would wake up and go to school just to see your smile or maybe even hear your giggle. to watch you scribble little doodles and meanignless quotes in your notebook than hide it as if you would be judged.''
she took all the pain away from my drunken mother deadbeat dad. the usal shit life i must endure.
i am cut off my train of thought.as our lips connect with utter passion. raw love is felt as our heated makeout sessions leads to something more.
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next day
me and hanah had woken up in the forest bare ass naked. as last nights events clouded my brain bringing a heavanly feelig to my system.
i look down to see a peaceful looking hannah laying in my arms hair a mess makup smeared. and still maneged to look as inncoent as bambi. i shake her awake causing a mufffled i assume was get the hell away.
i get up shrugging on my clothes as hannah does the same.
'' we are running away today'' is what i hear come from the jubliant girl besides me.