Fallen Angel

What was in the folder? ( Whole chapter is a flashback)

I walk in the house smelling the fresh homemade cookies. Mmmm I hope there chocolate chip. I run into the kitchen to see my mom eating a cookie. She smile at me and says " Hey sweetie. I made your favorite. Chocolate chip. And the milk is in the fridge. " 

" Thanks mom your the best." I say.

I get myself a plate. I grab five cookie. Then put three back.  I get the milk and pour a glass. I sit next to my mom. " I know. I can't help it though. I am sorry." I say to my mom as she looks at my tummy.

" You're losing more weight, What are they saying now? " My mom says as she gets herself a cup of coffee.

" There just acting like I am invisible now. throwing trash at me like I am the trash can. Jason protects me when he can but other than that it's hell. I love him but I am just not good enough anymore for him. He isn't talking to me anymore. He won't text me back. He stopped being nice to me... He hates me since I talked back to Lucky. I feel bad and I keep trying to say sorry to her but she just makes it look like I am the bad guy here. He hate ... " I stop when I hear the door open and see Jason and Lucky come in. 

" Hello Mrs. C I need to talk to Lucy with Lucy and me. " Jason says laying on the charm.

" Why?" She says seeing though it. You see she isn't playing.

" Because she has been a bad girl." And with that mommy got up and got in Jason's face and said " if I hear one scream I am killing you and that thot next to you. One. I am listening. " And with that she left.   

" So. You want to stop all the pain don't you darling? " Jason asks while walking to me.

" It's worth it if I get to love you though." I say truly.

" But I don't love you anymore" Jason says.

" So? I don't care. I love you." I say 

" I don't love you anymore Lucy." He says coldly.

" I don't care what happens to me. I will always love you. " I say when my voice starts to shake.

" I want you died. I don't want you. " He says colder.

" I don't care. I love you JJ. " I says quietly.

" I am breaking up with you and all you can say is ' I love you JJ ' " He says laughing.

" I love you JJ. I will always love you JJ. I don't care if I  died. I don't care if my life on on the line. I will say I love you till I can't. " I say in a whisper 

He walks up to me. He is so close. I just what to hug him and be like we were but I know it won't happen. He looks at me with his dark eyes. He has no more light in them. I take a step back. He moves forward. I move back till I hit the wall. He moves so were so close to touching it's killing me.

" I hate you. I want to see you dead but all you can say is I love you. You are more stupid than I thought you were. I can't believe I ever loved you. But I am willing to do two last things for you then were over." He says.

My heart skips two beats. Two. " The first one is never say goodbye to me." I say with my head down. I don't want him see me like this. Broken hearted. Teary eyed.

" Than what do I say to you when I go? " He asked looking at me.

I hug him tightly. I feel his cold body.  " I love you JJ goodnight. I will see you when the sun rises and... " I put my hand on his heart not able to finish my sentence.

" Goodbye Lucy. I did love you at one point but I know I don't now." He kisses the top of my head.

He backs away from me and turns around. I couldn't stop myself from reaching out. I looked like a like little kid trying to grab the cookie jar.

He walks out of my house. Leaving me cold as ice. But than I remember Lucy is still is here. She walks up to me with a big smile. She lays down a folder filled with something. Than runs after Jason.

My mom walks in after she hears the door close for the second time.

" Did they hurt you baby girl?" she say asks looking at me

" No. He broke up with me.. And then Lucy give me this. " I say in tears holding up the folder...

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