Finer lines define the finer times
Why do I feel so low
Not depressed or obsessed
But some part of you just triggers my glow
Maybe we don't know how to say much In person because there is so much to be said
Maybe it's just an excuse , but still some part of me reminds me not to be so hard on myself
But I naturally set these high standards
I'm completely different and I feel my sacrifices are even greater than the average person
I'm not no average man
I hope my family can overstand
Idk if people feel the love I radiate or not but they still hmu after a few months wanting some time , time to get a lil closer
Idk maby I be tripping but I find this life beautiful
As painful as it seem this life is beautiful
Don't give up to soon cause you never really know what can happen
And no matter what they do to you , they can try and break you down but don't let them take ur soul
You can manifest anything you want
I've seen and learnt that
I don't just know of a God
But I feel and see the hand of the Father Elohim in my life every day
I know she won't live forever but if I could I'd say my prayers every day to make her live forever
And I know we ain't that close but She's still a part of me
And I know we don't get along that well but His till apart of me
But lately I be getting a lil closer to Him and Her and that brings me peace
And I know ur not angery at me because ur still my God
Sometimes I feel like I talk but you dont talk back
I told you this before
I know ur real I never doubt that
I'm just tryna find out where ur hearts at
But yeah yeah
Just like evaporation takes place for precipitation to take it's place
So this journey is for me on earth
I've been given a second chance and I won't let this slide
I was born on five months
I had an heart operation two weeks after I was born and I died a few days after
But I am blessed to be alive and still breathing
Everything that I pray for I receive
Damn am I worthy of this gift
I look at her and wonder Im I worthy of this gift
Cause you a star
I honestly don't know how things are gonna work
I'm not gonna force anything
Why do I have these feelings
I'm learning to trust my antuition
I don't want to hide
I do t want to shy from you
I don't want to lie
And say that I don't need you
But it's all good
I genuinely wish you the best
But if you'd lay ur cards down I'd be waiting at the table
Show love we don't need to have a label
Show me all the way around
I will be very very grateful
Even if you feel low
There's always something to be greatfull for
There's always someone worst off than you are
Count ur blessings
Look , turn and focus on the light
What you reep you will sou
There's always a lil light in the Darkness
