{oneshots} | a choen book ✨

coming out ✨(bottom noen)

1145 words

it was around 2:35 pm on a friday. noen sat in his apartment thinking whether he should come out gay to his best friend or not. they've been friends for about 5 years and noen was starting to fall in love with him. at first he denied his feelings but it helped when he talked to charli about it. he cared a lot of what chase thought about him, and he still thinks noen's straight after all the hints he tried dropping. the only people who knew about noen's sexuality was his mother and chases's sister charli, they were like the most supportive people he knew but he still wasn't sure about chase.

noen's pov
"you know what maybe i'll just say it" "but what if-" "no i'll just call charli" he thought.
he picked up his phone and called charli's number

"omg hi noen!" charli screamed through the call.

"hey charli um i'm thinking about telling chase about..um well you know"

"i'm so proud of you!! let me know how it goes, who knows maybe you guys will end up together" charli whispered the last part

"CHARLI SOMEONE COULDVE HEARD THAT" he replied a bit too loud while blushing and smiling a little

"oh come on you guys would be adorable together!"

"nope okay bye for now" and then he hung up.

after a while he got a little bit of confidence to tell chase, but there was still a lot of what if's in his mind that made him even more scared to come out. he even started crying because he was so nervous, the thoughts in his head were "you could lose him over this" or "what if he calls me names" "but what if- ugh no you know what stop over thinking"

chase's pov
ugh i was bored out of my mind, i mean i was watching netflix but i wasn't really paying attention to it until i got a call from noen.

"hi angel how are you?"

"hi chasey and i'm fine. um i- i just really need to come over...please"

"yeah of course is everything alright?"

"yeah i j-just really need to t-tell you something"

"okay bub i'll see you in about 10 minutes"

"okay bye"

*time skip when he's at noen's*

as soon as chase knocked on the door noen instantly opened it. when chase closed the door, he followed noen to his room. when they sat on his bed, he saw his tear stained face and shaky hands and decided to pull him into a hug. it was gentle but loving. he was worried about him, he always had this protective boyfriend mode around noen because well the truth is he's kind of in love with noen but only charli knows and she's been trying to get them together ever since.

"what's wrong baby" chase pulled away holding noen's face in his hands

"i-i'mgayanddontknowhowtotellyoucauseimscaredofwhatyou'llthinkofme" noen mumbled

"hm? bub you mumbled"

"i don't know how to tell you this so i think i'm just going to say it....i-i'm gay and i was scared of what you would think of me-" his voice was quiet and he tried not to stutter.

chase pulled him in his lap into a hug and kissed his forehead. "baby i would never judge you for whatever sexuality you are, i'm proud of you. you're so adorable"

noen didn't say anything he just blushed and smiled

"aww are you blushing" chase teased

"shh no i'm not" he replied nuzzling his face into his neck

they fell asleep like that. it's now 9:18 pm.

noen's pov

he stretched his body when he woke up (like you know when you're sleeping and you do that stretchy thing, yeah that) causing chase to wake up and hug him tighter.

"baby wake up, we need to eat"

"hmm no you're really comfortable" he clung on to him tighter

"then i'll carry you" and that's what he did. he carried him to the kitchen and set him down on the counter.

noen was sitting there thinking if he should tell chase his feelings for him. meanwhile chase was cooking pasta for them thinking how happy he is that noen's gay, because then that means he could tell him he's bi and that he's in love with him. chase's sexuality wasn't as easy as you think, he was straight until he realized he was bi but more interested in men than women. you might think why is he not gay then, some of his celebrity crushes are women too, not just men.

chase finished making the pasta and now they're eating it in the living room while talking and laughing.

when they finished this is when chase wanted to tell him everything.

"noen, i'm bi but mostly on the men's side"

noen was speechless, he thought chase was straight and only straight because of how many girls he talks about. but little did he know chase had to cover that up because he wasn't ready to come out yet.

"r-really??" he replied with a quiet voice

"yeah i've been meaning to tell you for a while"

meanwhile noen was just sitting there in shock with a smile on his face. it was quiet for a minute until they looked up at each other and chase started to lean in.

chase's pov
i really wanted to kiss him so i started to lean in closer to the point where our noses touched. noen rubbed his nose with mine and i gently grabbed his face and closed the gap. his lips touched mine, they were so soft and tasted like vanilla. we both pulled away, and we were blushing pretty hard.

"noen ive been in love with you for a little while, and i love you"

"me too and i love you too"

chase was smiling wide and pulled him in for another kiss. when they pulled apart, this is when chase asked

"do you want to be boyfriends i- i mean you don't have you if you don't want to i would understand that but i just-"

noen cut him off but kissing him.

"yes of course i would" he said and climbed onto his lap and hugged him tight with his legs around his waist and his arms around his neck. chase wrapped his arms around him and gently kissed his neck which caused noen to smile.

"i love you gorgeous"

"i love you too chasey"

well sorry for so many words, but this is the end of the oneshot i promise i'll do better than this but it was my first time writing so i know this probably sucks but it'll better once i start practicing. anyways i'll see you at the next oneshot and thank you for reading 🥰

also the next oneshot might be bottom chase 😏