i'm not the only one - new ver

chapter twenty seven

war pov

we are here now at p'mean and p'plan's house. yin is not here right now because he has a meeting today, and p'plan and p'mean aren't that sweet now.

"so yeah, my baby war, why did you think you should go home to thailand?" p'mean asked. i frowned; he still calls me baby, myghad p'mean.

"stop calling me baby, i already have children, why do you still call me baby?" i said with a sigh.

"so what?" smiling, p'mean said.

"yeah, is it because of yin?" p'plan said, and i fell silent.

"is it because of yin that you went home to thai?" p'plan asked again, and i nodded to him.

"baby, do you still love war?" p'mean asked. yeah, i still love him. it won't change that i love him.

"i still love him, and that won't change," i said, and p'mean just facepalmed.

"if whatever your decision is, i will support you n'war. someone really deserves a second chance, and i see that yin deserves the chance you will give!" p'plan said. p'mean was surprised by what p'plan said.

"plan! yin doesn't deserve war's second chance!"

"when i saw you kissing your secretary, did i tell you that you don't deserve my second chance, right? war is the same with yin. even if you turn the world upside down, he is still your husband. that's how hard it is for you, what war felt when he saw that his husband kissed another woman. i also felt that when i saw you kiss your secretary. remember, mean, we all make mistakes. everybody deserves a second chance," p'plan said, surprising me. i also saw him trying not to cry, and i was surprised that p'mean did that to p'plan.

"excuse me, war, i'm going upstairs first. i still have work to do. think about what i said," p'plan said, and i smiled at him as he left. i also heard him sobbing as he walked away.

"what did you do to p'plan? p'mean?" i asked him.

"seriously, it was last month, but he really can't forget what happened," he said.

"you know, p'mean, even if someone forgives you, if you hurt them too much, they will never forget that. that pain is already stamped on their brain. you are forgiven, but it's still there. you just hurt him, and now p'plan is like that. he loves you so much. you can't blame him if he's like this now. you hurt him too much. so go to your room. he's probably crying," i said, and he thought about what i said. then he suddenly stood up.

"thank you, baby war. i just realized everything," he said, and i smiled at him and nodded.

my decision is now complete, and i was nervous.

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mean pov

i went upstairs. now i just realized everything.

when i got to the top, i opened my room with plan. i saw him lying under the blanket, and i also heard his sobs.

i was so hurt by him, and i was so guilty. i was so angry with yin, but i didn't realize that i was like him too. we made a difference. he was having a hard time figuring out how to get my brother back, and he immediately realized his mistake. not like me. plan forgave me immediately, but i didn't know how much pain he felt.

"love," i called him, and i pulled the blanket.

"love! please talk to me," i said, trying not to cry.

"please, love, remove that blanket and talk to me," i said.

"don't talk to me! i hate you!" he shouted. i was so hurt.