Confused Love

This feeling.

Ri's POV:
It's been two days since what happened at practice and luckily Mil hasn't mentioned it yet, he propably hasn't thought anything weird about it.
I woke up to go to school in a great mood once again, I ate breakfast with my family and headed to school early so I could meet up with Mil on our way there. I saw the tall boy walking, from my right, and slowly jogged to him saying good morning with the smile I usually have on my face. He replied stuttering ''Oh, h-hi''. I asked if everything was alright and he just said that he couldn't sleep last night and was he was tired. We finally arrived at school and headed to class.
Mil's POV:
Every since, I kind of caught Ri starring at me, I haven't been well. Every time that moment plays on my head I get this weird feeling in my stomach, as if butterflies were flying in it. I am so confused, why am I feeling like this? Why was he looking at me that way? These are the questions that have kept me up for the past two nights. Today, I almost slept through my alarm, I shouldn't keep this up any longer. The only thing making me feel better right now is my birthday coming up this Friday. But we actually have planned for a while that we'll have a sleepover at my house, with Ri, that night, so that's making me a bit nervous too.
As we got in class this morning, we saw some papers on our desks and our teacher smilling, while waiting for everyone to take their seats. As soon as we read the papers we realized that they were forms for us an our parents to feel in, for a three-day trip in Northern Greece, next week, as the teacher explained. She then asked us to find a partner we wanted to share a room with, so then I instictively turned to the shorter boy as he did the same and we both giggled, with a light blush on our faces, agreeing on pairing with each other. I'm sure this trip is going to be so fun! This really lift me up. After the short mumbling about the trip, everyone handed to the teacher their personal forms the day continued as an ordinary one.

Today, practice was right after school, so after having a small snack, me and the boy I haven't been able to take my mind off, headed to the tennis court, talking about all the crazy things we were going to do during the trip. As we started playing a match against each other, it felt different, non of us could play as well as we usually do, we were doing a lot of unnessecary movements and for sure weren't focused on the game. I kept looking at his eyes and sometimes catching him do the same, he propably doesn't realize that though...

Ri's POV:
Practicing today, I wasn't feeling well, being back there, it reminded me of what happened and didn't play good at all today. When I was looking up to the taller boy's eyes I felt lost, quite a few times our eyes actually met, before we both quickly looked away. I felt relieved when practice finally ended, I could finally finally go home and get my mind off his stupid face.
I was wrong, even if I am home now, once I got in the shower, my eyes closed and as the water was running down my face, his tall elegant figure was in my mind again. I let a small sigh out as I was washing my body. Soon, my thoughts became more twisted, as I started imagining his naked torso leaning against mine. My face was now red and I slowly, with a little hesitation, touched myself when I realized I was a bit hard. Once I felt comfortable with the feeling I moved a bit faster, as I was thinking about Mil letting out small grunts while our bodies where touching. I couldn't help but bite my lip so I could hide the soft moan I almost let out from the pleasure, while finishing on my hand. I finally cleaned myself and got out of the shower changing to the hoodie and sweatpants I would wear to sleep.
I didn't want to think about what I did, while thinking of him, ''ughhh I am such a pervert!'', so I went straight to sleep.