*first person POV*
TW: Anxiety!!!
I cant stop thinking about it. The thought of me going to some other school not knowing anyone except my brother is mortifying. I'll be alone; what if i fuck up; so many people are going to be staring at me; the thought of that makes me sick to my stomach. What if people think i'm ugly?
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*knock knock*
"h-huh?" , i said as i finally snapped out of my thoughts, "who's there?" , i say.
"it's yu", my brother says. I walk over to the door and open it.
"what is it?", i say to him. "nothing much i just wanted to talk to you about something", he says.
He walks in my room and sits on a chair as I lay down on my bed.
"Look, (y/n), i really want you to come to my school, i think it will be great for you. Yea Karasuno might not be the best but at least i'll be there", he says while grinning. "I always felt worried because i thought some bad shit was happening to you over there in Shiratorizawa. But if you do want to come to my school , i'd guarantee you that you'll be safe" he says smiling.
"r-really" i said shocked not knowing that my own brother will ever say those words to me. That's all i wanted if i did go to his school.
"Isn't it going to be akward? You're in the volleyball team and I am ; well was, the manager of Shiratorizawa." i say nervously.
"no i don't think so? only if you do become our manager; i don't think it will be awkward none the less", he says.
I was thinking. Would it be better for me? Will my anxiety go down if i'm not alone and with someone close? The only thing stopping me from going to Karasuno is my anxiety and my friends. Will they be okay with this? I'll ask them tomorrow since it's the last day of the week; Friday.
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It's Friday. Finally the week is over. It's almost lunch time and i'll be able to talk to (bff-name) about the whole situation. I bet she won't be able to take it easily.
***time-skip to lunch***
As i'm walking out of class i see someone familiar; oh it's (bff-name). She took ONE glance at me and the next second she's right infront of me.
"HELLOOO (Y/N) I MISSED YOU" , she says trying to hug me. "h-hello (bff-name) , i saw you yesterday", i said uncomfortably while she's hugging me. "SO IT DOSENT MATTER NOW CMON LETS GET THE NICE TABLE FOR LUNCH TODAY" she says while letting go of the hug the grabbing my hand. We started running, well she was. I was just hanging on for dear life.
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We finally made it to lunch and (bff-name) lets go of my hand. As i take a look at her she's exhausted. "Why are you breathing so hard" I said worried. " o-oh n-nothing it's just that it's hot as balls right n-now", (bff-name) says. Me on the other hand; i was not breathing as hard as her. I've gotten used to running; so now that I did it was normal.
We both went walking to a nice table for just 2 people since only me and (bff-name) sit together. I was ready to tell her.
"hey uh (bff-name) i need to talk to you about something important" , i said as i started getting anxious. She got her bento out from her backpack and placed it on the table about to open it. "oh, what's wrong (y/n)?" she said.
*silence*
"(Y/NNNN) PLEASE TELL ME THAT YOU'RE CONSIDERING ME AS THE SECOND MANAGER FOR THE VOLLEYBALL BOYS TEAM, PLEASE!!" , she said as she stood from her chair and grabbed my hands. "uh-uh m-maybe but that's not all", i say timidly. "OH GOD YAYY WE ARE GOING TO BE THE BEST MANAGERS! OH WAIT WHATS THE OTHER GOOD NEWS??" she said jumpy. "it's not good news , not for me or you; i'm moving", i say strained.
"wha-wha-WHATTTT?!?!!" she says once again standing up from her chair and slamming the table. "YOU BETTER BE FUCKING JOKING , I DONT WANT TO LEAVE YOU ALONE" she said.
"i'm really gonna miss you, i'm switching school to Karasuno which is not that far. I might also try to come with my brother on the volleyball tournaments to see you" i said trying not to make her stress out. "what-what do you mean" she says. "well don't you want to be the manager for the volleyball team? we can see each other any time too. it's not like i'm moving to a different country or anything." i say.
"oh yea, i guess that makes sense, but i know you, you're going to have panick attacks and everything; just like last year.
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THATS IT FOR CHAPTER 4!! sorry i didn't get to update last week. school is just ...... tiring😀.
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