Daisuga daichi x suga

Chap.28

Kenmas pov 😔🔫 also listen to the song near the end of the chapter for better reading

Time skip to prom

I wait at the doors outside, the wind blows in my hair I said I would wait for everyone when I was only waiting for kuroo

He walks in with his arm around tsukishima I've never been in more pain then now

I should have stayed home

"Hey kenma " he shouts waving

Oh hi kuroo and...tsukishima

There were a lot of things I envy from tsukishima his height, his beautiful hair , eyes that look like a moon, his pale smooth skin

But I could always ignore that I only want kuroo

"Hello kenma-San it's nice to see you "

Yeah same I guess , I shouldn't act cold to him he hasn't even been rude to me

" where's you're date?"

Oh I came alone yaku said I should get out more...

"Hey tsukishima let's go dance  ,sure love"

I wanna scream , why am I like this? I caused this I encouraged him I waited to long, but I'm still so proud of him

"Hey kenma why are you standing there?"

Oh hi yaku I'm just chilling here where's lev you should be dancing?

" he left to get something to drink"

" but why are you 'really' here"

What do you mean?

" it hurts I know it does kozume I can see it "

You're crazy

" you're in love , it's not bad but you need to tell him cause if you don't you'll only blame yourself for not taking the chance"

I know

Walking  up the roof he stood near the ledge taking a deep breath to clear his lungs

" hey tsukki dear I'm gonna check on him he looks odd"

"Yeah you should he seemed a bit off when you talked to him"

The cold breeze hit him

"Jesus kenma it cold you should head inside "

You know kuroo , you're my best friend and you've always stood by me convinced me to play volleyball...

" it's nothing to thank me for bud haha"

That's not it , I really like you, maybe enough to say I love you even ,

"What are you saying "

"Yet you still love him more I can tell the way you look at him, the same way you look at the stars , I have no chance and never will

Deep warm breaths left him shakily with warm painful tears, it felt like hot scolding glass was leaving his chest

Not in many years had he seen kenma cry not when he broke his elbow , when his game broke, when they lost a game , only then and there

Turning to the taller male he let out one last sentence before crying fully

I love you kuroo tetsuro

Standing there in awe he didn't know what to say only walking over to hug him

" I....I'm sorry I love you but not like that kenma forgive me "

Creeek!!

Tetsu we should probably get in one last dance before the night ends

" ah sure kei I'll be there soon"

Goodbye kenma.....