Emotionless.
That's what they call me, someone who shows no emotion or remorse for others. No happiness, sadness, anger... none.
Just an empty soul waiting to be sent free, free of the blood stained world and it's problems. Problems that someone as emotionless as me can't even fix.
"Time to wake up"
My head says to me as I am still in slumber not even bothering to shut off my alarm.
My tired baggy eyes open as I look in all four corners of my room, such dirty walls. Walls with no circumference..just walls.
"Resha!" My sister calls me... our parents died.. I wasn't sad nor was I mad at the killer. That's why I'm painted as the monster. The monster who ruins every good moment known to man. "Yes Delia?" I say in my regular monotone voice. She walks in stares me up and down, "Resh...it's time for school..get ready okay?!"
There it is again, that nickname only my family calls me. I don't miss my parents they weren't good parents to be exact but I didn't care. "Yes Delia" I said as she shuts my door runs downstairs probably to get the rest of her stuff ready.
I stand up on my bony legs, walk towards my closet and grab black ripped jeans and a black hoodie. I also wanted to wear my worn out black vans so I did.
I get my back pack and me and Delia walk to my car, I always let her drive because I don't want to have all the attention towards me when we pull up to school.
We arrive, I'm a senior and she's a junior in high school. But, I'm smart so I will be able to graduate early, mom would be proud but I don't feel anything.
We walk past the same people with the same doppy faces. None of them ever catch my eye. But, someone has been paying attention to me I can feel it their eyes burning into my scalp I think if it were to make me feel something I would probably think it's weird.
Tristans POV
He's here.
Resha.
Holy shit he's so beautiful, "..Stan. TRISTAN" I get out of my thoughts and jolt as my friend Jake yells my name I look at him glare evident in my eyes.
"Dude I've been calling your name forever stop day dreamin, you're so gay man" Jake chuckles
I laugh. "Dude, I can't help it man he's just so beautiful today".
Jake smiles and pats my back as we walk to class.
Class is always boring but not when I have the classes with Resha.
Ahhhhh I want him.
So bad.
It makes my skin tingle and burn, my heart skips a beat and colors fly everywhere when he talks to me even when he says hi he's so fucking hot.
I will never stop drooling over him.
"Chill dude you're drooling everywhere" Jake says while taking notes.
"You've liked him for how long now trist? And you STILL haven't told him?"
Well every time I try he ignores me and runs away. I think to myself while smiling at how stupidly cute it is.
"Jake he's not even approachable" Jake looks at me in a "oh yeah" kinda face. I chuckle and go on with my day.
Um this is my first story I thought was good enough to publish so here 🖤
