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My name is shania but ppl call sky mom said when I was little I use to always look up at the sky like I was searching for something. I always had my head in the cloud's. I'm 16 5'2 and dark skin with dark brown eyes. My mom is addicted to drugs so I got adopted when I was 8 years old. I see her like twice a year. I have been getting raped since the age of 6 by my own uncle. He stopped a few months ago because he went to jail not because I told anybody he was rapping me but for something else. But I live in sea ville (made up). Its cool here I have a few people I chill with. My best friend laron but we call her Ron or Ron Ron we been friends since the 6th grade since we was 10...11 , and the home girl honey I been knowing honey since I got adopted. But anyways this is my story about me growing up in the SV.

Sky
"Man I can't wait for the summer". Itz may and next month we get outta skol I'm only in the 10th grade ik wat u think I'm not slow my mom made me start skol late anyways.

"Fr girl I'm ready to be a junior all ready I'm sick of high skol itz to messy." Ron Ron said as we waited in our last class for the bell to ring.

"But you messy" honey said making me laugh but it is true ron is messy lowkey but she cool as fuck still.

"Wat ever you just saying that because your a hater" ron said sticking her tongue out at honey who is just as childish as ron because she did the same back at ron.

"Y'all stop lol y'all childish" I said getting up just in time for the bell to ring. We was walkind down the hall.

"Aye sky let me talk to you for a min." This boy named D said now D was cute as fuck dark skin with a cute smile and he had hella body. He played on the football team. I had a crush on him since we was in 8th grade.

"Yea what's up" I said smiling at the ground

"You gone come over today." He said putting his hand under my chin and picking my head up making me look at him as he licked his lips.

"Ummm......ummmmm....huh" I said looking into his eyes.

(Laughs) " so is that a yes" he said still just looking at me

" ummm... I mean boy no you know I got a boyfriend he gone kick my ass if he finds  out I even had this talk with you." I said pushing his hands off my face

"Well here give me yo phone" I gave him my phone. He put his number in and gave it back.

"No you didn't save yoself as daddy in my phone (laughing)." I yell as he ran to boys locker room.

Ughhh boys lol I swear. We walked home. Well to honey house our 3rd home. We went in and here comes her big head ass brother me and him never got along but him and ron have a little thing going on. I went into honey room with her 3 year brother following right behind me. He can't talk for shxt I mean I never seen a 3year old who couldn't talk. I mean he would try but you just couldn't understand him. "Hey Lil man watz up." I said sitting on honeys bed. "Jgchhdgnvdduv." He said something crazy like tht. " yea little man that's cool to" I said now getting on phone and checking Facebook. " "Omg tre's cheating on me." I said to myself. I sent a long ass break up text man fuck him. We been together for 2 years and he cheated about 3 times and this is the last time I'm sick of this shit. I Look down at my phone to see a text msg.

text conversation

Daddy: hey ma wyd

I forgot to Change his name in my phone ima change it to D right now

Sky: nun chillin wyd

D: the same aye come chill with me real quick plzzz

Sky: ight but just for a few mins.

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