"THE ONE" {poetry.passion}

P.P #40

🕸 HELPLESSNESS 🕸

"Why don't they understand what I'm going through?

Why don't they care about what I'm feeling right now?

They're all together; inflicting allot of pain!

According to the world I'm an insensitive robot,

Like always; in all this mess, I'm all alone!

Struggling to get a grip on things,

There's no shoulder to cry on; want to let all my fears out,

Which I'm in need of; more than before!

Why the one I think never hurt me; always hurts me the most?

Why it's always me who has to compromise in every situation?

When all I just need them; to consider my condition!

They judge me constantly, call me with different names,

Why they demand the things that I cannot provide effectively?

As the moon orbiting around the Earth; as the stars twinkles in the skies daily!

Nobody is willing to soothe my aching heart, mind and soul;

Not even the ones, about whom I thought could realize!

As much as I want to get away; they reach me somehow,

Probably they are the reason behind my helplessness!

Why do I seek the comfort of others even when I'm in pain?

This heart is broken again and again;

Sometimes from attitudes, sometimes from the tones,

Yet every time my foolish heart wishes,

Not much but just two words of appreciation and comfort!

It's like I'm in a space where nothing matters,

But still you're bound to endure everything that comes your way;

Without any complaints, although you have a lot to say!

The heart is tired from all this chaos,

Now, it just want to be someone's real desire!

I trusted every time enthusiastically despite the past experiences,

I heightened the expectations from everyone!

But when the slaps of deception, sorrow, humiliation land on the face;

I am the one who gathers the scattered pieces to be whole again!

Sometimes it sucks to be so different from the others,

As they treat you like a curse that no one want to be around,

Time is changing, customs are changing,

The colors of the world and it's people are changing,

Only my heart doesn't change, my love doesn't change,

This is my kindness that drowns me: always!"

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