Help! (Todobaku)

Friends again?

Bakugou's P.O.V:

I woke up in my dorm with something warm and heavy laying on my arm. I slightly sit up and look to my right. Monoma?! How the hell did you get in here? I shove him off my bed and rush to the bathroom.

Thump

"Ow! What the- Katsuki!" Monoma yells.

 I sit on the bathroom floor with my back to the door. Monoma taps on the door in a continuous beat. Talking in slow creepy voice.

"Katsuki... Why'd you do that?"

I cover my mouth so he can't hear my shaky breath. 

"Kat~suki! Open up."

"Hey, just leave him alone." Todoroki says sternly.

"Why, why do you care?"

"He's my old best friend, just leave."

"Best friend, what are you, five?"

"Sure..." Todoroki says sarcastically. "...now leave."

"Whatever." 

I hear footsteps retreat then a door slam shut.

"You can come out now, Bakugou."

I was so tense and scared that I had no idea I was digging my nails hard into my wrist. When Todoroki said that, I let out a sigh of relief. I take my nails out and wipe the blood sliding it across my arm only for more blood to raise from my skin and drip down.

I stood up and walked out of the bathroom. I sat down and put my arm on my desk, opened the bottom drawer and took out a few small, circle Band-Aids and applied them.

"Thanks..." I mumbled.

"Yeah, no problem. So, do you want to order some food and get caught up?"

It took me a minute to decide if I wanted to talk to Todoroki or not. I didn't but it was the least I could do for him since he 'saved' me.

"Sure."

"Alright. What do you want to eat?"

"Whatever is fine, I'm not to hungery." 

"You look really skinny though."

"Whatever, I'm not hungery. So just order something for your self."

"Okay."

About thirty minutes later Todoroki's food arrived. We both sat on our own beds facing each other. Just the sight of food made me want to devour it all. My stomach grumbled, loud.

"Ya sure your not hungery?"

"Yes. I'm sure. Now what did you want to talk about."

"Well, what have you been doing over these past years?" Todoroki asks curiously. 

"Nothing, what about you?"

"Really? Nothing huh? Well by the looks of your arms, it looks like you've been busy."

"I know you don't care so don't go digging around in my personal life."

Todoroki sighs and puts his food in his lap. "I never forgot what I did to you, that guilt has stayed with me for a long time. Heh, I've missed you so much. It pains my too see you like this."

"I've um, missed you too." I say staring at my fingers who are peeling skin off each other.

"Don't lie."

"No really, I've missed you."

"Oh. Do think you can stop?"

"Cutting? Na, I've been doing this everyday for years. Plus I can't stop unless I want to. The only person that can stop this is me, and I must be willing to stop. So to answer your question, probably never."

Todoroki sighs. "Maybe one day." He says.

"Maybe one day." I respond.

We spent most of the night getting caught up. He told me how his family is now happy and his mother and father are happy. He also told me that he gave up being a hero. When I asked why, he said 'Just because of some things I did to an old friend. The guild and memories are to over powering.' Obviously he's talking about me. After that was an awkward silence 'till we both fell asleep... It wasn't a horrible day...