Clarissa
It's been a while. Me and Remus got even closer he even adopted me. My name now is Clarissa Lupin. I still go by Clarissa Diggory though. A lot of stuff has happened. Snape called out Remus in class while he was gone which pissed me off. Hagrid is a teacher. His class is awesome. Right now I'm with harry in his invisibility cloak. We followed the head of the ministery of magic, Mcgonagall, and the hogs mead bar keep into hogs mead. There talking about Sirius. To convince harry to bring me I had to agree to tell him why I'm so intrested in knowing about Sirius later.
" Now tell me what this is all about " Said the bar keep. " Now years ago when Harry Potters Parents Realized that you know who was coming after them they went into hiding few knew where they were one who did was Sirius black and he told you know who!" Mcgonagall Explains "Not only did He lead you know who to the Potters house he also killed one of their friends, Peter pettigrew!" The minister of magic said then they started talking about peter I snap back when the minister comes close to me and harry getting a drink " Black was vicious he didn't kill him He destroyed him! A finger was all that was left his pinky finger!" The minister said holding his pinky finger up to the others. I shake my head and cover my hears not wanting to hear anymore at the brink of tears.
The next thing I know Harry grabs my hand and we start booking it out of hogs mead. When we get out side Harry pushes a group of Carolers over into the snow. We continue running. We run into the forest. Harry sits on a rock and talks to Hermione. I stay silent listening to them. I feel as though there's a huge clump of coal in my throat I can't say anything. My heart is aching. My eyes flooding with tears.
The next few months flow by pretty quickly. I'm in Moonys office with Harry. I'm reading a book as they practice patronus. Its pretty boring. I already know patronus very well I've used it once before. My patronus is a mouse. I look over in time to see harry fail at it. I go over to him and my friend well father I guess now. "Here harry Chocolate it helps. Moony may I try" I ask lupin he nods and I go next I try and do it next. Then harry does it and does it perfectly too. Those two walk away talking. I go back to my book. I wait for Harry to leave.
Harry finally leaves and Lupin starts cleaning up. " Moony... Can I ask you something " He looks at me "Of course" I stand up closing my book and walk over to him "Do you think he did it-... I mean Why do you think... I mean-... " I sigh " Right now I have so much Anger for him but yet... I still find my self... I don't know " Lupin crosses his arms "You still find yourself loving him don't you?" He asks in a know it all voice "No... I can't love him... I mean yes my feelings for him are still there but that was just a crush... Right?... Do I love him?" I ask the Last part to my self
" I don't know why he did it but I do understand what your feeling... Kind of... Sirius is my best friend he will always be my best friend..." Lupin says I'm still so confused but I nod and thank him and leave. Life stop being so confusing already and just tell me how I'm supposed to feel already god.
