Bad boy, good lips..

Chapter 1

I was walking down the halls of hell. I didn't have many friends to make it fun for me, and everyone here pisses me off. Everyday before I walk into school, I have mini anxiety attacks. I have learned to control it, so no one knows how terrified I am. Everyone thinks of me as just another "badass girl" but honestly, I'm not. I always make sure I'm passing school, ofcourse so I don't get in trouble by my parents. Not for myself. I have the same old pissy look on my face everyday. I have heard a few people say it's "intimidating." I just kinda laugh at them. I'm actually one of the nicest people, if you actually try and talk to me as a person. I have learned to be alone. It's more of a lifestyle to me. It bugged me at first, but after awhile, it stopped. I realized I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life, so I need to start getting used to it.

I was sitting alone at lunch, as usually. I kept my head down, but what they didn't know, I watch them. I watch every single immature thing everyone does in here. It's pretty assuming to watch people make themselves look dumb. I peeked over and saw a few boys playing with their food. I rolled my eyes, and scanned the lunch room carefully. Nothing interesting was happening today, so I just decided to spend my lunch outside. I walked outside and sat on the side of school. Sometimes I will just sit out here and think. I heard a few laughs and whispers a few feet away. I stood up, about ready to run because I didn't want anyone to see me. But it was too late. I saw two boys walking towards me, laughing. I think they were smoking a joint. Shit, what do I do? "hey, Katie right?" One of them said. I just nodded, avoiding eye contact "I'm Jack Gilinsky, and this is Matt Espinosa" I just nodded and looked away, "Do you want to hit this?" Jack asked handing it out to me, "I-I shouldn't, we're at sc-" Matt interrupted me, "Oh it get it. You're a goody two shoes, come on just try it and if you don't like it, you never have to do it again" I hesitated, I never smoked or anything before. But I gave in and took the joint from Jack, I took a hit and coughed a little. I hit it two more times and handed it back to Jack, they smiled at me, "Uh what?" I giggled, this is weird. I don't usually talk to anyone, and I'm talking to two incredibly cute guys. Omg did I just say that? "Nothing, you're just cool" Matt winked at me, "Uh thanks, but I should really get going, I have to get to cla-" I said about to walk away, but Matt grabbed my wrist, "Wait, we were going to skip. Do you want to join us?" Matt looked at me with pleading eyes, dude he was so cute how could I say no? I sighed and nodded, "I guess I could try" Matt smiled and pulled me off of school property, not letting go of my wrist the whole time. While having Jack follow us.

- I kinda like this I don't know 😂😅