chapter one

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         Dear fathers
  These few words are for you all from a son that forgot that ur a human , from a son that hold back these words for so long
Believe it not I don't have that much souvenirs of you doing things with me .
So let me  speek for all those silent hearts  , that kept  on getting blamed .
  As far   As I can goo back I can remember that you weren't  there.
  You would always show  a the door  , with no Handel  , keep on yelling , even my tears won't  mean that much  ,  keep on saying am blind , yea maybe I was because  you were my light  . When I keep on missing am the dumd ass when I hit  I was learning fast .
      I would go throw wars , storms cold nights , not even asking what happened to my laugh .
      You though I was strong , but now that I am, you think that am weak .
But let me let me tell something wise
My heart ain't that solid my words ain't for free , when my lips will  moove your heart will  see
lessons where given from strangers   , they weren't for free . They  still from  that little thing that I got for free ,that sparkle that kept on firing me. Don't blame me if I got cold when you were since that day you got me
Don't try  to write something on me , to much anchor people spit on me  , there's no longer space for free
  Don't try to change me  ,  My eyes went dry to get me where you  see me . You lucky still have some tears to blame me
    Am stronger then you would ever wish me be
Am wiser then your  words  wondering me
Am emptier then ever you're love can't no longer fel me
Am 20 and ans some night months maybe strut me I stop on counting am already wiser then I could ever be   , don't blame if my smile got to sassy  everything fell old nothing new to surpriSe me
    Don't tell mom where he'll  I can be  , it dinner time I should aLready get my ass on that chair to make you fell less lonely  . If for you silence is to much to live with what would it be for me when I was 10 and mom would tell me eat  sweetie he's late am sorry  . But I would wait till 10pm  for you to come home  , more exited to see you then to eat  . But you tell her    . Just had dinner with my uncle don't reheat for me .

  Am sorry down there  some where  I feel guilty but you had so many chances that this time if I own something to  someone   it can't be no one other then me
Enjoy those chairs i use to name them charley one two and three
  For you all dad's don't say am sorry just keep on making him stingy for you time your love and your  respect .
     

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 22, 2020 ⏰

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