Falling in Love slowly

Chapter 1

Waking up from my nap realizing that Im a couple mins late for. I mumble to myself " I hate working at this damn place ". As I'm putting my shirt over my head. I work at Popeyes. Yes Popeyes kill me. Only reason I'm still at this place is because my best friend works with me so yall know how that goes. I finally put on my pants socks and shoes; and head out the door. As I'm driving to work I get it text message from this dude named Matt I've been talking to. Haven't gave him a chance nor have I gave it up. But he's soooo cute muscles dreads darkskin just how I like em. You can never go wrong with a darkskin. Only problem he has 2 kids. Not 1 but 2 !!! Don't get me wrong ain't nothing wrong with dating a nigga with kids but I ain't tryna be step momma or a baby sitter you know? Am I wrong for feeling like that?
* text between me and Matt *
Matt : wassup boo can I see you tonight?
Me : no lol sike nah we can chill after I get off work
Matt : k boo just hmu

I don't kno why I was smiling so damn hard but everytime I think about Matt it's just ahhhh he's so damn fine. I finally arrive at work where I find my bitch ass boss complaining to me why I'm late. I'm just listening to her complain if I say something I might just get fired because I'm on edge with this bitch. And plus I still keep thinking about Matt can't wait until work is over. After hearing this bitch I finally put my stuff down & head to work. I see my best friend Tonya waiting for me lookin like she got some shit to tell me. She's working cashier I'm acting like I'm stocking shit. "Guess who fuckin who best friend?" Tonya whispers to me. " who bitch " I said while stocking the sauces. " Matt and Lisa ". Hold on she just said Matt my Matt but it's like I can't be mad because he's not my nigga so a nigga gone do him. " but he tryna come see me after work. " I blurted out.
" awww shit I should've waited to spill the beans " she said shaking her head. " I don't care tho I'm not fuckin him so why be mad ya kno? ". I said slapping my girls hand. " I feel you girl. " Tonya said. Working from 5 to 11 ain't no joke. 11 finally came around I grabbed my stuff and was out the door. I was still thinking about what Tonya told me but why do I care so much? Why? Why do I care about a nigga who got 2 kids and a whole bitch? Maybe it's his looks the way he talks maybe it's all that shit. As I'm thinking and On my way home he's call me.

Matt : where you at?
Me : I'm On my way home. Trying to sound mad
Matt : send me the address so I canbe On my way.

I drive fast as I can while texting him my address. I finally pull up in my driveway hop out the car lock the doors then ran to my front door. Why am I so excited I turned on all my lights in my house ran upstairs fast as I could turning on the warm water in the shower so I could wash this chicken smell off of me. I took about a 10 min shower got out slipped on a pair of boy shorts Victoria secrets jogging pants matching bra and a tank top. Don't wanna be to sexy nor bummy I say to myself. I hear the doorbell ring so I know it's him I throw my hair into a messy ponytail and run down the stairs almost breaking my Damn ankle. I open the door to see his sexy fine ass standing there. This nigga bouta make me shit bricks in my pants. "How you get here?" I asked looking around for a car. "Don't worry baby just know I got here... I'm here" he said while coming in taking off his shoes. I wonder how this nigga got here because his ass sure didn't walk. So I lead the way the way to my room where we both sit on my bed and starts talking. "So how'd you end up with 2 kids if you don't mind me asking?" I say. "Well to be honest I was at the age where I didn't care at the time I was fuckin anything that had two legs and a pretty pussy I really didn't care. But now that I'm older as a grown ass men at 20 I look back and say damn really Matthew you shoulda pulled yo self together and wrapped it up don't get me wrong I don't regret my kids I love them to death but if I could go back into time I would change a lot of shit". He said staring at my wall. " I understand." I said trying to make things better. "Anyways enough about me wassup with you I see you be turning down these niggas and shit wassup with that acting all mean and shit you beautiful girl ain't no need for all of that." "Your right I am beautiful too beautiful to get my heart played with it's been played with to many fuckin times and my heart can't take nomore you get what I'm saying?" I say. "Yea I do but what makes me different how you kno I ain't like the rest?". "Because I seen something different in yo sexy ass that's why and if you are you need to let me kno so we both can keep it pushing". I say with a serious look on my face. As the hours pass we continue to talk and laugh. He kissed me a couple of times I was cheesin hella hard. It was about 4 in the mornin he called his ride to come get him I tried to be nosey and see who it was but they wouldn't pull in the driveway. Now that he's gone I can get some rest and see what tomorrow brings me.