Forgiven Mistakes-Ryland Storms

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I drove off and to the cemetery. Tears blurring my vision but i made it safely. I jumped out of my car and ran to her grave. Once I made it,I dropped to my knees. I ran my hand over it dusting off the dirt and grass. My tear drops fell down.

J - Hey Chloe I miss you. I know I haven't visited you in awhile and I'm sorry.

I could've sworn I heard someone say its ok.

J - You know I always thought that when I got famous I would have you right by my side. You were taken way to soon. Um I was gonna use the camera today. But today has been rough. Shit,you know,um it feels just like high school all over again. The other day I found out my ex cheated on me. So I broke up with him today. I guess he turned everyone expect some people against me. He told them that I slept with one of my ex's. When I really didn't. But I'm buying my first house. I hope grandma is doing ok up there with you,which I know she is. Tell her I said hey okay please? I really need you right now. But I know your watching over me and keeping me safe. I finally learned the lyrics to your favorite song. I know it took me forever but hey,I got them right. I'll sing it for you.

I cleared my throat before I started singing.

From walking home and talking loads
To seeing shows in evening clothes with you
From nervous touch and getting drunk
To staying up and waking up with you

Now we're slipping near the edge
Holding something we don't need
Oh, this delusion in our heads
Is gonna bring us to our knees

So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me

Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me

And I'll be me

From throwing clothes across the floor
To teeth and claws and slamming doors at you
If this is all we're living for
Why are we doing it, doing it, doing it anymore?

I used to recognize myself
It's funny how reflections change
When we're becoming something else
I think it's time to walk away

So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me

Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me

And I'll be me

Tryna fit your hand inside mine
When we know it just don't belong
There's no force on earth
Could make it feel right, no

Tryna push this problem up the hill
When it's just too heavy to hold
Think now is the time to let it slide

So come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me

Everything that's broke
Leave it to the breeze
Let the ashes fall
Forget about me

Come on, let it go
Just let it be
Why don't you be you
And I'll be me

And I'll be me

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J - I miss you so much. I promise I'll come see you more. I love you

I stood off the ground. And walked back to my car. I got in and started driving back to the house. It was dark out now. I didn't notice that I was out here for that long. I didn't mind it though. I arrived at the house and hopped out of my car. I unlocked the door with my key and  rushed up to my room to try to avoid anyone and everyone. I made it to my room and closed door. I locked it and turned around. I screamed when I saw Avani sitting on my bed. She gave me a sad smile. I walked over to my bed and sat down.

J - I went to go see her today

Av - I'm sorry about them. I know you would never do anything like that.

J - its ok it'll all be over soon

She looked at me confused.

Av - What do you mean?

J - I'm buying my first house

She smiled at me and pulled me in a hug.

Av - IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!

J - Thank you!!

She started squeezing me. My eyes went wide. I started tapping her arming.

J - Avani?

Av - hm?

J I can't breathe

She immediately let go.

Av - Oh shoot I'm sorry

I chuckled

J - its ok,but I need to finish these papers.

Av - Alright do you want anything to eat

J - No I'm about to order me something do you want anything?

She shook her head no.

Av - I'm alright I already ate

J - Ok well good night love you

Av - love you more

She blew me a kiss and walked out the door. I giggled and started working back on the paper work.

Time skip 1 hour

I was finally done with the paperwork. I changed into some shorts and a sports bra. I laid in bed and was about to close my eyes when I heard a knock at my door. I groaned and got up. I opened the door and immediately to went to close it back. But he pushed it open.

J - Nick what do you want?

N - why didn't you tell me about your sister?

J - because only a an I know and I don't like talking about it

N - you still could've told me

J - well I kinda didn't get the chance since a couple days into the relationship you cheated

N - your still bringing that up

J - yes nick you just expect it to poof out of my brain

N - you see this is why we didn't last

J - why didn't we last nick

N - because of you. Your always getting smart with somebody!

He started raising his voice

J - Nick you know that's not three reason

N - yes it is!

J - nick stop fucking screaming!

If he wanted to get loud I can loud to

N - NO!

J - Nick can you just leave!

N - NO! WHY DIDN'T YOU TELL ME ABOUT YOUR SISTER

J - WHAT KIND OF DRUGS ARE YOU ON NICK

Before he could answer Thomas was at the door.

Th - Jordan I'm gonna need you to leave

J - fine with me. You won't need to worry about me coming back. Cause I'm gone for good.

I grabbed a pair of shoes my paper work and some stuff for the night. I went down stairs and went to the cabinet where they keep all of our contracts. I pulled mine out and ripped up to pieces. I turned around and saw everyone standing there.

J - I'll be back tomorrow to get the rest of my stuff

I grabbed my stuff and walked out the door

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1160 words. Hi! I really like this chapter and I kinda cried while making this.  But I'm going back to my regular posting schedule. Every Wednesday and Saturday.