Always you [ Book Three ]

Thoughts

Zayn's pov
I was on a call with Niall telling me that Mabel is fine and that everything is okay I said goodbye and went back in I stopped in the kitchen and filled a bowl with chips

*ding*

I was halfway through the kitchen threshold when I saw Perrie opening the door I walked up behind her and the words that she said made me stop

"Alex??"

"What do you want??" I spat and walked up but Perrie grabbed my hand keeping me behind her

"Umm...Perrie I was wondering if we could talk??" He said

"Like hell!!" I said

"Can you give us a minute" Perrie said before dragging me into the lounge

"Your not going out there!!" I said

"Let me just hear him out" she said

"Perrie he is going to apologize and pour his heart out to yo-" she silenced me by placing her hand over my mouth

"You did the same thing and I heard you out right??" She said

"Fine" I said and walked back to the door

"Five minutes!!" I told Alex in a warning tone and he nodded

"Outside??" He asked Perrie and she nodded

I leaned against the doorframe and watched as they walked up to the main gate of perrie's house complex

They talked for about 5 minutes and then they hugged goodbye before he got in his car and drove away

Perrie stood there for a few seconds and took a deep breath that's when I knew that he got to her and put our relationship at risk

I stepped aside and let her walk back in closing the door behind her

I looked at her but she avoided my gaze

"Pep??" I said as I held her arm and she nodded in response turning to face me

"You alright??" I asked and she nodded

"Let's get to bed" she said and went up the stairs

I put the telly and lights off and went upstairs , I lay down next to her and wrapped my arms around her she flinched but then relaxed

Soon I heard soft breaths coming from her I rolled onto my back and stared at the ceiling

Perrie's pov
I woke up and reached for my phone it was 7 in the morning knowing Zayn he'll sleep till about 11 I got up and texted the girls telling them to meet me at the studio

I threw on a hoodie and got into my car yes I finally got myself a car I drove to studio and went up to our room

After about fifteen minutes the door creaked open and the girls came in Jade handed me my tea and sat down

"What's wrong??" Leigh asked me

"Alex came spoke to me yesterday" I said

''WHAT??!!"

"What did he want??" Jade asked me

"He apologized and said that he wasn't thinking straight and that he didn't mean to hurt me he said that even though it's been a year he still loves me" I said barely a whisper

"What did you say??" Jssy asked

"I didn't say anything he told me to think about it and left" I said

"Well have you thought about it??" Leigh asked

"I mean it's Alex you know I've only ever been with two people..... he was there for me when I was going through a dark time" I said

"Are you saying you still Love him??" Jade asked

"No! I mean I can't not love him I always will he's a part of my life you know we had something special it's just I'm torn right now!!" I said

"What about zayn??" Jesy asked

"Yeah! Then there's him I love him I always did and always will it feels so right with him you know when I'm with him I forget about everything else it's just us" I said and they looked at me

"Doesn't that answer your question about feelings" jesy said

"I guess your right" I said

"Don't push your decision think about it either way their going to be apart of your life" Jade said

"Jade's right either way the both of them will always be apart of who you are and they will love you no matter what" Leigh said

"You and zayn have a long complicated history but not every journey is smooth!!" Jesy said and I nodded

We sat there in comfortable silence drinking our tea

"I got a new song idea!!" Jade said and pulled put her book

"It's good" Leigh said reading the lyrics

"Show me!!" I said and grabbed it

"This is good!!" Jesy said for next to me

"Next single ladies let's get KAMILE in!!" Leigh said and took her phone out

After we finished editing the lyrics Jade wrote and recorded half the song we had takeout and we left for home

The girls were right I did have to think about what to do , I pulled up outside my house and went inside the lights were turned off and I heard the telly

I went into the lounge and saw Zayn asleep on the sofa I put the telly off and pulled a blanket over him

I took a minute to look at him before heading upstairs

Jesy's pov
Baby leigh was at my mum's house and Liam was really busy at studio too so I made my way home and was thankful I had eaten

I went inside and the TV was on so I went into the lounge and Liam was sitting on one of the sofas

"Hey babe" he said as I walked over to him

"Hey" I said he grabbed my hand and sat me down in his lap

"How was studio??" I asked

"It was okay we completed a song today" he said

"What did you do??" He asked me

"Same we were running some song ideas" I said and he nodded

"Have you eaten??" I asked

"Yeah , we ate at studio" he said

"Good I don't have to cook then" I said

"You never cook!!" He said as he stood picking me up

"Yes I do!!"

"Ohh please you brought cheese cake from the supermarket and then hit it in your cabinet!!" He said and chuckled

"Okay Gordan Ramsey!!" I said

"I'm David Beckham Niall's Gordon Ramsey" he said as we walked up the stairs laughing

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