Have you ever wish to meet someone you just saw online? Have you ever dream to date someone you know so well but doesn't know you even the first letter of your name? Have you ever been inlove with someone who is imposible to love you back? If yes then I feel you!
I'm Kye Fael M. Domingo, 26yrs old. Graduate ako ng 2yrs ng comsci at 4yrs ng I.T. Nagwowork nako homebased nga lang. Para hawak ko ang oras ko kasi bukod sa pagtatatrabaho I'm a traveller by heart. Complete family pa rin kami, my dad and my mom are focusing on their perfume business. My eldest brother is working abroad, he is a traveller by profession. Yeah you heard it right, he is so lucky to have a job like that.
Hay, here I am looking for something to do, ang work ko kasi ay virtual assistant at night (7pm-11am), once may ipapagawa si boss na paperworks ko saka lang ako may trabaho, every afternoon I'm busy with my small company which is LLE(Let's Learn English) teacher nila ako (naks), my students are foreigners who wants to learn to speak english with low budget.
9am ako nagigising, 10am na kakatapos ko lang magwork out, ito ang routine and whole day schedule ko
9am gising agad tas workout
10am kape habang nagpapahinga at nanonood ng tv
11am mag iimis ako ng kwarto
12pm makikinig ako ng kanta ng favorite kong banda na agsunta habang ipapahinga ko ang mata ko
1pm-4:30pm free time
4:30pm magreready nako sa klase(ligo, check ang comp.)
5pm-7pm tutor
7pm-11pm work ko(virtual assistance)
11pm-12am maggagatas at magpapaantok
12am-9am dapat tulog ako required 8hrs yan ang daily routine ko
Monday-Thursday paulit ulit lang.
Friday, Saturday, Sunday Free time ko
1:26pm na ngayon, kinuha ko ang phone ko at nagscroll sa tambayan ko na app, ang SKL(share ko lang) app. Eto kasi yung application na kakaunti ang may account, sa panahon kasi ngayon kung sino sino na ang may FB lalu na mga chismosa, sa twitter naman okay din pero diko trip. Gladly I found this application to share whatever I want to share, I can post anything here with no judgement. While I'm scrolling, nagring yung messenger ko.
*videocall*
" Hey what's up Kye?" bati ni kuya Calev"
" Oh kuya what are you doing? Wait? That place isn't familiar to me" sagot ko sa kanya na halatang confused ako
"Dito ako ngayon sa Hawaii grabe gaganda ng mga beach dito" kita sa mata ni kuya that he is really happy
"wow! Everytime you call, nasa maganda kang lugar" sabi ko while being amazed by the view
"Well it's part of my job, you know that right?"
"Inggit ako grabe, you're so lucky!"
"why don't you accept my offer? I can give you a job like this or maybe be my partner on my show?"
"Nah! You know that any moment I can loose everything."
"Everything? Hey hey you still have 4!"
"what do you mean 4? Touch, smell, taste, hear?"
"you are so funny, what I mean is you still have Mommy, daddy, me and especially God. Hahaha but bro don't be too hopeless, there's no impossible to God, you just need to pray and trust him."
"yeah yeah"
"Take it seriously bro, why don't you try to go abroad to ask for a second opinion?" seryosong seryoso si kuya
"It's just a waste of time and money."
"it's woth it"
"I already accepted everything, don't give me false hope."
" You can't blame me, you're my younger brother, all I want is for your own good."
"I understand kuya, but don't worry okay nako"
"di na ba talaga kita mapipilit?" Di ako nagsalita, tumango lang ako as a response
"okay I'll try next time hahaha" biro ni kuya
"hahahaha ewan ko sayo"
"sige na tawag ako kila mama later, start na shooting namin bye"
Kakaproud si kuya, he got his dreams at his early age. He deserve everything, he deserve more than that.Habang nag iisip ako ng mga achievements ni kuya, biglang nag alarm yung phone ko.
*Alarm*
"check up with Doc. Reyes at 4pm"
shoot, I almost forgot! I run to my computer and open it as fast as I can, then I go straight to my business website and pin a announcement.
*Timeline*
"ANNOUNCEMENT: There will be no classes for today Sept 03, 2007. We will resume our class tomorrow Sept 04, 2007. Thankyou!"
As I posted a announcement, it will automatically sent a message to all my students, and when they finally got my message, I will received automatically a like emoticon as a responce. Makikita ko dun kung sino ang nakareceived o hindi tas may icliclick ako dun para maidouble sent ko yung message sa mga hindi pa nakakabasa.
Nagbihis agad ako, and I drove fast. When I finally arrived in the clinic, wala yung assistant ni Doc so I go straight to him.
"Hi doc, it's been a while" bati ko
"Oh kye ikaw pala, come in and seat"
"How's your vacation Doc?"
"So great! Alam mo di na break yung expectation ko. Ang ganda talaga nung place. Thanks for recomending it anyway" Doc said while he's smiling.
"You're always welcome Doc, if you want more then don't hesitate to ask me"
"Okay Kye, your too early for your check up"
I checked the time in my phone.
"Oo nga po Doc, I'm sooo early"
"Okay lang yun wala naman akong sched na iba bukod sayo e. I think we shoul start"
Habang chinecheck ni Doc yung mata ko, kita ko sa facial expression nya na may iba but I'm not sure if it's good or bad.
"Come seat here again"
Umupo ako dun sa may table nya. While he is writing, I can't help myself for getting evenmore confused.
"Maggala ka pa ha, gusto ko makita yung mga vlog mo pa"
"Vlog?" tanong ko kay Doc.
" Hay nako kye, you can't hide anything to me. I know you so well, 7years old ka palang nagpapacheck up kana sakin"
I was surprised, no one knows that I'm vlogging.
"Please Doc, don't tell anyone about that"
"Why do you hide your Identity on your vlog?"
"I'm saving it for myself, sooner or later mawawalan nako ng paningin. So while I still see everything, inuulit ulit ko yang videos na yan hanggang sa masaulo ko para kapag di nako nakakakita, ulitin ko man yan at marinig ko yung tugtog, mapapanood ko sya sa utak ko"
While I'm explaining everything to Doc. Reyes, I can't hide the sadness in my eyes. Kita din sa mata ni Doc na nalulungkot sya sa situation ko so para mastop yung lungkot at awkwardness tinanong ko na sya.
"Eh Doc kamusta po mata ko?"
"I have good news and bad news"
"Start nalang po sa good"
"Good kasi hindi lumala kung ano yung findings nya last month ganun parin ngayon"
"Eh yung bad news po?"
"Diba walang nangyari? Ibig sabihin hindi umepekto yung gamot na iniinom mo, so kailangan nating palitan yung nireseta ko sayo"
Niresitahan ako ni Doc, after nun nagthankyou ako sa kanya and umalis na.
While I'm driving, di mawala sa isip ko yung bad news, it makes me feel more exhausted. It can't hide the truth that I'm in a hopeless case. I want to stop. At hayaan nalang na dalhin ako ng tadhana kung saan ba talaga ako.
