if any one cares

my mom....

I don't know why... but my mom start abuse me when i was 12

she start to hit with hair brush , kick me , pulling my hair and sometimes throwing me at the stairs

And she start to saying words as mom she shouldn't say it
Like 'you should die, why you didn't die when you born' and there's more but i can't say it

Also my dad knows what is happening with me and he is happy with it

And even if I wanted to tell police they will never care because where i live they think the girl don't deserve her life it's okay if her family kill but if she trying to Defend itself she becomes a criminal and she should die