Repay in Kind

3. love,

Dear ...,

As I stood there staring out the window watching you leave I knew that my life would never be the same. Gripping the red curtains as if trying to hold onto you, to make you stay with me, I tried to leave it be but nothing could stop the sadness from creeping into the shortness of my breath,

 when I breathe in it hurts my heart. The taillights driving away blinded me to love and life, the back of your messy brown hair has left me dry and brittle, the last time I saw you, you were speeding away and soon you were a blurry mess of tears, and the tears never stopped.

                                                                                                                                                    ~ your love 

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All I could do was give her the one thing I knew she deserved... 

cluelessness.

she needed to find out for herself what... 

what I did.

I did.

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