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Hey gyz as promised here is the next chapter
Happy reading
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The sun rays peeked in a room n two people were sleeping cuddling each other , they were anika n shivay
Anika's sleep was disturbed so she got out of bed n placed a soft kiss on her darling n procceded to the washroom
She took a hot shower n many memories were running in her mind
" The birth of her daughter's"
Shivika's twin sister
Her death😔😔
Everything was juc crystal clear as if it juc happened yesterday

How she wished she could erase dat day from her life ....completely forget about it but then the smile of the " baby has been haunting her from the past five years.......everybody thought dat she had moved on ...but the truth is dat she hasn't ...every step she takes leads her back to her past

After a while they sat for breakfast n shivika had her favourite blueberry cupcakes  made ...she juc loved it n shivaay had prepared those
Tej, Shakti, Shiv omru,went to office n only the women were left !!!!
Shivu was in dadi' s room ,,,they were having a great tym together    ,especially shivika bcz she had never stayed with so many people ,she only knew her mom n only her mom

Anika was busy on her laptop when bhavya n gauri went to her

***Knock on the door***
Anika: yes ...come
Bhavya: bhabhi....
Gauri: didi☺
G&B: we missed u alot.....we juc want to spend tym with u ,if u are free
Anika: oky .....I missed u gyz a lot  too    ....I'm quite busy but I can steal tym for u gyz
Gauri: why are u always busy ......u were never dis busy earlier

Anika stands up from her seat to keep her laptop safely coz she knows dat shivika n laptops ......it's a huge disaster ,,,she detele other important stuff ,or sometimes format it...not bcz she does not know how to use it but becoz when playing games on her mother's device ,once she losses  her anger is juc ,,she does not like losing

Anika: life!
Bhavya: wat do u mean
Anika: I mean it's life ....earlier  I used to get everything I wanted ,sitted on the royal chair of shivaay's  wife but ...being shivika mom ....I have to work so dat she does not fall short of anything
Gauri: yah dats true!
Bhavya: oky enough talking about work ! Can we do something interesting
Anika: u gyz juc come up with something  ,I.will juc comply
Gauri: why don't u think of something didi
Anika: me??? ( Letting out a chuckle) nowadays I think about nothing except  watching Disney movies,cuddling ,bed time stories
Bhavya:😂😂😂😂😂das least expected frm u
Gauri : oky  didi , I wish to be a mom.too n I'm.hoping to get this feeling very soon if God permits
Bhavya: even I wish to have someone who will call me mom
Anika: I wish dat every wish of yrs to be fulfilled😘
Gauri: oky if u don't mind can u share with us about yr pregnancy ..I mean were u surprised or
Anika: surprised??
I was shell shocked ...I was  full of emotions u know ,,,I juc wanted shivay to take me in his arms at dat moment ..but unfortunately ..he was not there , my pregnancy was quite complicated ( silence prevailed) it was not an easy one ....(tears clouded in her eyes) I had conceived twins ...ansh n shivu ,,,ansh's heartbeat was very slow  but shivika was normal

This was enough to shock bhavya n gauri to the core! If she conceived twins then where is ansh'? They were juc curious to know wat exactly happened*

Anika : I had to consume 20or so tablets to stabilise her heartbeat ..everyday moreover the chances of the three of us surviving was only10% ( they was now pain in her voice) it was really difficult , it was no easy , I was emotionally suffering n physically ,carrying twins is not easy

Now gauri n bhavya were juc in tears ,they juc could not believe everything she was saying
.😥😥😥😥😥😥😥
Anika git up frm her place n moved a little bit away frm them n stood near the window juc then dadi had come to her room to talk to her  buh wat she heard almost killed her ,anika didn't realise dat grandma was also there nor did bhavya n gauri

Anika: I was happy dat I would have people to call my own  but dat didn't happen
Everything was getting much better ...even ansh' s heartbeat ....I thought dat god has been very kind to me  but he was juc playing with my emotions u know !
8 November2014 I ..I ......I was alone at home ..mom was not there ......my water broke .....I was scared dat wat if something happens to my kids .....a home delivery scared me , how could I possible help myself ,I was not even in a state to hold a pen ,. I managed to call mom n tell her watever was happening 
I

was only pleading to the almighty to save my kids
Mom sent the ambulance n I was taken to the hospital ....I was in immense pain ...I wanted shivaay by my side ( letting out a chuckle* sarcastically)
After four tiring n painfull hours in labour ...I gave birth to shivika  buh ansh'!
She was stuck ....nomater how hard I tried to push ...she could not come  ,they had to pull her  ,I felt as is someone juc removed all my organs frm my body ....I felt empty
After three minutes a small cry was heard .......u don't know dat feeling we u hear your baby ' s first cry ....it meant dat they were alright n dat all the pain dat I have been through was worth it!
But was it worth it?
No
Anshika   d...di..... die died a few ...few hours after her birth ....her ...heart just stopped beating ( she closed her eyes n cried silently) she was weak now she juc fell with a thud n bhavya n gauri tried to console her

Anika was loosing her consciousness at dat moment ...she had never shared her pain with anyone ...not even get" mom"  she juc buried dat pain in her heart for five years ....she never cried at the loss of her " baby " .,. Today after five good years she finally voiced out her pain ,she had a shoulder to cry on
She felt her heart lightening as if a huge lump have been removed from her heart
She lost her consciousness n they palced her on bed n they also broke down seeing her state
She have been through so much ....so much pain dat anyone would give up his or her life,but she was here still alive ,living life for her daughter ..with so much pain buried in her heart !!

Hey peeps ☺ u d' don't see dat coming ryt ?? Anika giving birth to twin n also losing the other 😔.....dats too much to handle
And also u thought it was a boy ryt??? I mean the name ansh'!
Sorry I juc love baby girls a lot so  I thought to make it a girl n named her anshika,twin sister of shivika😘

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Precap : anika performs the anniversary ritual for ansh

I don't know if I will pull this one of
As I know nothing about deaths anniversary and the ritual

So gguyz please brief me a little