The little things

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The little disagreements we get into

send my brain into

overdrive

why was I so quick to dive

I feel stuck...

Should I distance myself a little so I do not get hurt

However, that is just the formula to make our relationship burst

I would say I am just being emotional

But I'm mature enough to tell the difference being dramatic and emotional

it seems as if what would be good for me would be bad for us

you once asked why people in relationships stop self sacrifice

I know that for a relationship to go well that you should not keep tabs;

however, it honestly feels as if I am taking the strain of sacrifice

Am I taking a toll on myself ?

I get all happy just to get sad again

Climb back up just to crumble back down, all over again

It feels as if I am giving more than my capacity allows

And I am slowly but surely being drained

Drop by drop, I empty out

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