Self Harm

4-i dont feel so good...

CHARLIE'S P.O.V

I woke up in the morning to find myself in Jake's arms. I rolled my eyes and got off the bed and went into the bathroom, I threw up. I suddenly saw Jake next to the door looking at me.

"What?!?"

"What!, I can't see my beautiful girlfriend!"

"Jake Founder, I'm not your fucking girlfriend!"

"That's not what you said last night"

"JAKE!"

He laughed.

"Charlie you know I'm kidding"

"Whatever, I'm going to the clinic I don't feel so good."

"Kay"

I took a shower and went to my drawer to choose some clothes. I put on a 'Blood on the dance floor' shirt and some black skinny jeans.

I headed to the restroom and plugged the iron straightener. I went through my hair a couple of times. I applied some eyeliner and mascara and headed down stairs, I saw Jake cooking.

"Since when do you cook?"

"Since now"

I rolled my eyes and sat on the kitchen table.

"Jake what the fuck are you doing?"

"I have no idea"

he smirked. I rolled my eyes.

"Whatever."

He laughed, he started coming over to me. He put his arms in my waist.

"J-Jake what are you doing?!"

"Shh.."

He kissed my cheek and started moving his hands around my body. I realized what was happening.

"J-"

He kissed my cheek, then my lips.

"JAKE!"

"What?!?"

he said pouting.

"I'm not your girlfriend!, I'm your best friend!, you know!, like, what made you think I would ever!, I mean, I'm just your-ugh!"

I ran upstairs into the bathroom. We both knew what I do in bathrooms.

(A/N You guys are probably like 'yeah she shits in bathrooms xD, okay back to the story)

JAKE'S P.O.V

Charlie ran upstairs.

"Shit"

I said to myself. I ran upstairs and she wasn't an any other room, the last place I need to check is the bathroom. We both knew what she does in the bathroom. I went to the bathroom door and starting banging on it.

"CHARLIE!"

I heard her sobbing.

CHARLIE'S P.O.V

I went to see around the bathroom to see something sharp or breakable. I found a vase, I threw on the ground and picked up a sharp piece. I heard banging on the door. I started crying and sobbing. Jake finally broke open the door

"CHARLIE DON'T!"

"I'm sorry, it's a hobby."

I grabbed the sharp piece and rubbed it through my skin. Jake just looked in shock. I accidentally cutt it too deep. Jake realized it too. He took the blade out of my hand.

"Charlie...."

"I-I-I-"

"Are you still going to the clinic"

"Hospital"

I said pointing to my cutt.

"Alright"

How could he just say 'Alright'! He's acting like nothing ever happened.

"Jake"

"Yeah"

"Why are you acting like nothing ever happened!"

I said with my voice getting higher.

"Charlie.., when it comes to you and cutting you know that I get speechless."

I nodded and we headed downstairs.

We got into the car. Jake started driving.

"Umm, how do you not feel good?!?" "My stomach"

"Oh.."

He stayed quiet. I let out a huge scream. Before we knew it we were on the edge of a hill.

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;D cliff hanger bitches 😝 tehe. Naw jk I wuv u💙. Anywho Srry it's short 😓. Don't forget too...

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