Beyond Perfect <3

How It All Started

well my life started going down hill when i was 16. It all started because i thought i was in love with a guy i thought i would be with forever but i was wrong because when i got pregnant i thought that i wouldnt have that  child like i did 3 times already with him but when i went to the doctor's they said most likely i will end up having this one because im ready but i didnt want to tell him till it was a couple months before i was gonna give birth but he started to notice i was getting bigger & he was kinda worried so when i told him he freaked out & start yelling and crusing at me because he didnt want to end up loosing this child either because i already had 3 miscarriage's but  when i told him i went to the doctor's he started yelling at me again but when he calmed down he said he just mad because i didnt tell him sooner & he wasnt at the doctor's with me because he wanted to be a father its just had cause we just started working and we're still young but he knew what was right so we stuck together and when i went to the doctor's again i took him with me & he was so worried & nervous about having this child but when the doctor's told him i was fine this one not going to turn out like the other times he started to cry and hug me and rub my belly and kissing it & i knew he was who i wanted and who was going to be the father of my baby but when i told my brother about me having a baby. almost killed him because he was scared about my health & what might happen because its already been hard on us & after that me & my boyfriend started to get in more fights & arguements but it took one big one finally when he broke up with me and said he doesnt want me but he willing to take care of the baby and it was a month later when i had the baby & the weird thing is that my baby has the same birthday as me july 16. i felt so blessed because it was a boy & it was healthy & it was so perfect & it was born on my birthday so when i went home i had a party & everything & i finally got to see my grandmother but my birthday started to go bad when me and my mother got in a fight and she hit me and i hit her back & it started a big family fight but while my family was fighting my mom and her boyfriend it gave me time to run i had to give my baby to my grandmother & for her to take it back to Rio with her as soon as i had time to come to see him i will & after that me & my family been on the run from my mom.