SMOKE|| Delena

chapter 1

heartbreak

overwhelming distress.

"an unforgettable tale of joy and heartbreak"

synonyms:  distress, grief, suffering, unhappiness, misery, sorrow, sadness, anguish, trauma, heartache, pain, hurt, agony, bitterness, despair, woe, devastation. Loneliness. 

"excuse me sir, but you're not supposed to be driving a car whilst smoking, its a new law in the state of Virginia" 

I stare at the cop in front of me, not his eyes though, his sunglasses on top of them, typical for a cop. I look down and I notice that he only has 9 fingers. I smile.

"so what happened?"

"happened to what?" he said confused

"you're fingers, what happened?"I say asking again

"this guy he  tried to stab me about 4 years ago and luckily he only caught my finger instead" he said staring over my blue car.

"well, it would be a shame if you lost all your fingers wouldn't it" but before he can answer  I take his shades of and stare into his eyes

'you're going to drive home, when you get there you will offer to cut the vegetables for your wife, start to chop them up then cut off all your fingers, but don't scream, screaming is a sign of weakness' I smile and he almost immediately gets in his car and drives away.

'new law my ass' 

5:57pm

"You're late" 

"Ah brother, so great to see you" I walk into the familiar home that i used to share with him

"You were late" 

"What do you mean 'were'?" i ask sitting on the sofa

"We were supposed to meet her at 3"

"You mean shes really alive?" a spark ignites inside me and i get chills down my spine

"Thats the thing, i don't know if its her" 

"How can you not know if its her, there is only one Katherine Pierce" i stand up and face him

"Look ill figure out, but i'll need your help" Stefan looks serious, hes always like that.

well not always.

**

"Come on Damon, lighten up, look at what we can do" my brother says as he speeds quickly to a tree farther away that where i can see, and in a second he is standing right there, in front of me.

"We shouldn't be out here Stefan, what is father catches us, he'll kill us. i know it" i say paranoid

"He is'nt going to catch us, we're vampires, we can do anything we'd like to"

** 

I remember that day like it was yesterday, i was so scared, but Stefan wasn't, it's actually quite funny how the roles have changed, Stefan is now very cautious about what he does : he doesn't drink from humans, doesn't compel anyone. doesn't enjoy the thrill of killing anyone anymore. he just sits and does nothing i bet.

whilst I'm on the topic i might ask him what he actually does all day long

"So Stefan what have you been doing here, sitting writing crap in you journals?" i sit back down again, lighting a cigarette and smoking it 

"I've been going to school" he says quietly

"School. really Stefan? You've been going to school?!" he's insane, he will get caught, they will know who he is. what he is.

you see its a bit different with me, i'm good at hiding the fact that i'm a vampire. Stefan not so much 

"I started today, that's where i seen Katherine, if it really is her" 

"Stefan, i don't think you get it, whats the point of going to learn about,..i dont know the first world war, when you were in it?" 

"Did you not hear me? It's because i seen Katherine, i joined because i seen her, we both thought she was dead, she was identical to her, only difference was, she had a cigarette and had straight hair not Katherine's usual curls"

"tomorrow, you have to speak to her, see if it really is her, if it is bring her here. if you can" 

Katerina Petrova was different, i've never seen someone like her before, she was mysterious and it was sexy.

**

"Remember when i went to the camp? just outside Atlanta" i said as i tossed a football at my brother, standing at the other side of the garden

"Yeah, i remember" he says throwing it back

"Well that's where i learned this game" i throw it back to him

"wait, wait, wait. whats the rules?" Stefan smiles as i try to grab it off him

"Who needs rules?" and suddenly this beautiful woman walks outside, stepping down the stairs in her dress.

"Mind if i join you?" she closes towards us

"No..no, you might get hurt" Stefan tries to be nice, but he's nice to every pretty girl that walks by "my brother likes to play rough" of course, he blames it on me.

"Somehow, i think that you would play rougher" she smiles, its hot.

It doesn't bother me that she has already shown liking to my brother, i will win her.

she grabs the ball and starts laughing as she runs away with it 

"That is a girl that clearly wants to be chased Stefan" i hit his stomach 

"If your not going to then i will" i quickly run after her into the woods.

**

"Damon"

"Damon!"

"Yeah?" i say quietly as if i've just woken from a dream 

"I'm going upstairs okay?" Stefan says walking towards the stairs 

"Okay"

Soon i also head upstairs, with my glass of whats probably 50 year old bourbon.

- 

I suck so much and so does this 

i just thought i'd try and do this and tbh i dont even know what im going to write about im just kind of making it up as i go own lmao

(**) they are like the flashbacks just incase your wondering

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